Instead of my best friend He's the one I talk to When no one's around Because that's when it's best When we're alone. We're alone so he doesn't worry. Worry about what his _friends_ will say Worry about what I'll think later Worry about the things he'll have to say So he can be _cool_ again Worry about hurting me Because he knows that I'm not the strongest girl in the world When it comes to holding my tears Instead of the only one I trust with my feelings He's the last person I'd go to for anything For fear of how much he'd repeat to people Now I have all this stuff bottled up in me Stuff I can't let go of With no one to talk to So I live off of those alone moments Anticipating them As if I'm a starving child Who's finally getting some food Trying to block out the thoughts escaping me The thoughts telling me that soon enough I won't have any food And will be starving again Looking at this I think I might have to let go of him. I know he'll fall but it's what he wants, isn't it? 2008-02-26T15:56:53Z http://ficlets.com/feed/story/22335 <p>Tried talking. It doesn&#8217;t work. Thanks though.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/22335?basename=43925 2008-02-26T15:56:53Z lilfroggie1007 http://ficlets.com/authors/emmy <p>I have a friend like that, Robby, trust me just talk to him.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/22335?basename=43869 2008-02-26T02:37:54Z More Ways Than One http://ficlets.com/authors/cicforever25 <p>maybe&#8230;...</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/22335?basename=43689 2008-02-25T01:14:04Z lilfroggie1007 http://ficlets.com/authors/emmy <p>Awww, I&#8217;m srry. But maybe he doesnt want to b let go, he just doesnt know how to hold on&#8230;</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/22335?basename=43685 2008-02-25T01:10:13Z flute faerie http://ficlets.com/authors/user_6061