I remember a particular test they put me through, and it was definitely the worst. This particular one was very odd. There were no aspects that they created. I had not seen anything outside of my own mind for what seemed like ages. They put me under again. I was standing on nothing, all I could see was white. Then, I saw a black dot in the distance, slowly growing larger. Something was coming at me. I didn't know what was happening. It was coming close, I didn't even know what _it_ was. I seemed to be a black ball rolling towards me. I felt a wave of cold as it passed through me. Colors flashed in my eyes, my limbs slashed from left to right, my ears were filled with the loudest sounds. I didn't know how this was happening, if nothing was created by them, then how is this happening? That was the worst part. _I_ controlled it, _I_ was doing everything. They were letting me drive myself insane. At this point, I had no control over my own thoughts, none. I was killing myself. No way to stop it at all. 2008-08-06T21:21:38Z http://ficlets.com/feed/story/25237 <p>Some of the worst pain is self-enduced, I agree. This is&#8230; whoa&#8230;</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=84932 2008-08-06T21:21:38Z g2 (la pianista irlandesa) http://ficlets.com/authors/spanishpiano701 <p>Chills. Awesome. I agree with THX about the allegory. It&#8217;s grim and beautiful at once.<br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=74550 2008-06-28T04:08:47Z Storykeeper of Fae http://ficlets.com/authors/smile <p>Now that would be just a bit scary&#8230;nice seqeul.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=50240 2008-03-20T17:55:30Z Saint Chuck http://ficlets.com/authors/chuck_thelove <p>All this mental stuff, how could I resist doing a sequel? I mean, come on, what did you expect?</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=50198 2008-03-20T14:13:28Z THX 0477 http://ficlets.com/authors/thx_0477 <p>I like the idea of this, sort of an allegory for the fact that the worst things done to us psychologically are often at our own hands&#8230;or minds, rather.<br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=50197 2008-03-20T14:05:58Z THX 0477 http://ficlets.com/authors/thx_0477 <p>very kewl twist&#8230;.switch on a switch Mr Benson would be proud!!</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=50151 2008-03-20T06:54:25Z Geheim Sir Ayita http://ficlets.com/authors/stephdoir <p>Like whoa. again.<br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/25237?basename=50133 2008-03-20T02:53:41Z Freedom :] http://ficlets.com/authors/http_ficlets_com_authors_withinthewords_com