This is just to say I'm sorry I was just supposed to be once, but before I knew it, it had taken over my life. And I brought you into it too. I...I tried to stop it. I only did it once with some friends, but before long I was a fiend. Stealing your money to get ahold of a temporary high. At the time I thought I loved the stuff more than you. I was so wrong. Then I tryed to stop. And it led to cutting myself. I almost died and went to the hospital. They pumped my stomach because I had overdosed and slit my wrists when I was high. I hurt myslef and hurt you. I'm sorry. You left me for a clean-cut college football player. You've known him since highschool and I hear he's a decent guy. I've stopped and I missed you. I went to rehab. I stayed out of trouble. I was baptised, joined a church. I'm clean. Half a year today. I'm sorry we ended like we did. I still love you. I always have. Always will, even if you don't want me back. This is just to say I'm sorry. I will love you forever and for always. 2008-04-24T20:39:12Z http://ficlets.com/feed/story/28438 <p>Yep, I agree with Elsha. It&#8217;s sincere all right, but in a creepy way. Like if you were hearing this spoken aloud to you from the guy, you&#8217;d say, &#8220;Thanks &#8230; I think.&#8221; <br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/28438?basename=58440 2008-04-24T20:39:12Z Ana Cristina http://ficlets.com/authors/asimon78 <p>I think Elsha hit it on the head. It&#8217;s that double-tragedy of time wasted on drugs and opportunities missed. Now the apologizer wants the other person back, but at least on some level realizes he doesn&#8217;t deserve that second chance. Nicely done.<br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/28438?basename=58362 2008-04-24T11:34:29Z THX 0477 http://ficlets.com/authors/thx_0477 <p>Kind of eerie in a stalker way, yet sincere in that the person is clean and apologetic. I mean there are many levels of love&#8230;.not just the stalker crazy kind&#8230;.it could be wistful love&#8230;.I hope. :)<br />LoA</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/28438?basename=58337 2008-04-24T02:09:22Z Mistress Elsha Hawk http://ficlets.com/authors/mistress_elsha_hawk