Dark. When he left I was a mixture of sadness, rage, and confusion. I didn't know how I had let it happen to me. *Me.* I continued with day to day life, luckily it was exam time so alot of time I could spend at home alone, crying. When I was with others I was all about having fun. &quot;She's amazing, such a cheerful girl when she must have all those exams to worry about.&quot; they said. Exams? What's stressful about exams? You take them, you move on. Another chapter in your life. How did others cope? I surfed the web, found some sites and read some blogs. They seemed to be getting on okay afterwards. It honestly did give me hope. But there I was, still hiding in a bathtub. The claustrophobia was calming. It seemed that talking was the best cure. So how do you begin to talk about it? 2008-06-13T23:16:49Z http://ficlets.com/feed/story/33474 <p>good question</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/33474?basename=70641 2008-06-13T23:16:49Z Mistress Elsha Hawk http://ficlets.com/authors/mistress_elsha_hawk