I go inside... make some sweet peach tea... pondering... thinking.... What is the definition of &quot;too cool&quot;, the superficial, meaning of you talk and walk a certain way... that automatically defines your being. We spend our whole lives trying to.... The tea pot is screaming for my attention... so I grab my favorite cup, mix'er up, and plop down in my comfy chair... and look out the window. Ty, is out there... standing... and staring. Im thinking.... Can't you get a hint... i start to tear up. Why do i crave his touch, and his attention. The way he peers into my soul, the fire he bestills within me... I could never let any one hurt me that way again.. i tell myself. By now im shaking and pouring tears. I just get in the shower... mom always said, when it hurt so bad... just pour it out in the shower... it seemingly disappears down the drain with the rest of drops. 2007-09-27T02:34:31Z http://ficlets.com/feed/story/9664 <p>Love it&#8230; I really liked how you described the yearning for the person&#8230;yet being afraid of being hurt again. I can totally identify with such a feeling. Very raw.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/9664?basename=14555 2007-09-27T02:34:31Z Fuchsia Deviant http://ficlets.com/authors/fuchsiadeviant <p>how is that mature ???? and it is just a tiny tiny tiny bit hard to follow but i kinda got it !</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/9664?basename=14187 2007-09-25T02:23:37Z NikkiC93 http://ficlets.com/authors/cool <p>no. too much of a change of mood&#8212;from soap opera to deep and depressing? not liking it.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/9664?basename=14090 2007-09-24T21:51:51Z blueyedwonder http://ficlets.com/authors/blueyedwonder <p>i agree with Alexa&#8230;<br />that was a bit confusing.<br />but it&#8217;s very good writing</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/9664?basename=13222 2007-09-20T15:19:58Z Emilyscool http://ficlets.com/authors/loveme4me <p>That was hard to follow.</p> http://ficlets.com/stories/9664?basename=13109 2007-09-19T22:14:40Z Alexa ♥ http://ficlets.com/authors/alexa1018