monkeyface9792's Stories

Your Eyes

2008-04-26T18:27:52Z

I look into your eyes and know that you will always be here for me. You tell me that now is not the right time for us to be together. I understand why and I am fine with it. It is best for us to be friends than to rush into a relationship. We have gotten really close in the past few days. I trust you a lot and know that you will always be here and that you will never leave me. I have told you things that I have not told my closest friends. I trust you so much and I hope you do not do anything to make me change my mind on it. I really like you. I never want to lose you. If I lose you I do not know what I would do. I look into your eyes and I see that you like me too.

Looking in Your Eyes

2008-03-14T19:50:46Z

when i look into your eyes i know that its the truth. you really love me no matter what. you have always told me the truth. you told me to never change because of what other people have said. you love me for who i am. i will never change myself unless you want me to. i love you so much. i want to hold you in my arms for the rest of my life.

you fade away from my life. i gradually forget about you. you have forgotten about me and moved on with your life. you forgot about me. i miss you so much. i wish you were here with me. i want to hold you and kiss you. but you left me like a child in the rain. cold without a shelter.

Getting to Know You (2)

2008-02-20T04:33:08Z

i talked to my trusted friend. he told me what you said, you could have admitted that you really didn’t like me. i would have understood just like with every other guy that came around.

...but y is it that when i tell a guy that i like them the door gets slammed in my face…but you lied to me…it was totally different.

listen to me!!

when a girl says that she either likes you or loves you…listen to her…because it is the truth!!

i don’t care what you really think, but i do think that you could have at least told me the truth.

Getting to Know You

2008-02-19T04:45:47Z

we got to know each other a little bit…we talked all day. i finally got up the nerve to tell you that i like you. i got screwed again…he has a girlfriend. i will like him as time passes on. my liking for him will eventually diminish and wear away to nothing. there are other guys in the world for me to meet. and as u said…i’m not fat…it’s just more to love.

thanks for being here for me. i really appreciate it.

you told me that if you wouldnt have a girlfriend that you would like me as more than a friend. i ask you just one time not to tell anybody…and you told the one person that i absolutely trust the most. he asked me about it…and he told me what you said. now my liking for you has diminshed away to nothing.

i know he likes me

2008-02-07T07:47:56Z

i finally found him. well actually he found me. he told me that i am beautiful. and we fell in love. on february 6, 2008 the fireworks began. i hope i will feel this love as we move on in our relationship.

>>i was played…my “friend” tricked me into believing that he was real. i know that i can’t trust her anymore…<<
>>my life sucks like hell…<<

I Think He Likes Me

2008-01-28T04:38:49Z

He held my hand for the first time. We talked every night for the past week. We talked about everything. He knows me enough to even ask whats wrong when I’m not doing to great. He reads me like a book. He knows everything about me. I wish that I would be able to say the same thing. I think he likes me, but I don’t know if I like him. I can tell him anything, and he can tell me anything. The thing is, he has a girlfriend. WHAT DO I DO ??

i opened my big mouth

2008-01-18T03:10:05Z

i told my best friend that i would not tell her boyfriend why she is upset. i just opened my big mouth and told him. i feel so ashamed. but i feel it was for a good reason. she was scared that if he would break up with his girlfriend that he would go out with this other girl he has a picture with. i saw the picture after i said something, and then noticed that what my friend said was actually false information.

if you read this (and you know who you are) i am really sorry for telling him. please forgive me.

Happy...but Sad

2008-01-09T03:22:35Z

♥i wish i could say that i was happy. but since he broke my heart…i dont know what to do. u passed me by with no words to say. no hello, no goodbye. i left wondering what i did wrong. my friends tell me that i did nothing wrong. they say that i’m just to careful…and not carefree. i try to talk to you, but you just pass me by, like i was a voice in the wind. i try again…you just put the tv up louder. i try and try, and i dont know whats wrong. please tell me.♥

The Worst Conversation Ever

2008-01-07T05:05:16Z

me: i really think that we need to work this out…cuz matt is gonna try 2 talk you in to goin out wit me…and i know thats not what u want…we need to figure this out
him: theres is nothing to figure out…because i dont have the same feelings for u that u have for me…
me: i understand that…but he is really gonna talk 2 u about us hookin up…and i know that u dont like me…im not stupid
him: so than y do u wanna hook up?
me: i never said that i did…i just said that i liked u…and i know that u dont like me…so i didnt expect us 2
me: ok…so either u gotta talk 2 him or i have 2…and i dont want 2
him: well i have nothing to say…
me: well i dont know what 2 say…
him: well too bad…
me: fine then…sucks 4 u!!
him: not really since i have already figured that i dont have the same feeling for u that u have for me…u have no reason to be pissed at me…
me: im not mad at u…but i guess we were better off as friends…but thats over 2
him: ok…w/e…idc

continuum

2008-01-05T04:28:23Z

i followed my instincts and i seriously got screwed. i finally told him how i felt, and all he tells me is, “i like you only as a friend.” i now want to kill myself for letting go of everything that was bottled up. i wish i wouldnt have told him, so that now he cant say, “i hate you.”

Yeah

2008-01-05T01:58:04Z

i finally told him. and now he hates me. i am definitely gonna miss him. thanks for your help…to anyone that did help. i will definitely be lost without him.

I've Decided

2008-01-04T02:14:28Z

With the help of a new friend, I’ve decided that I will tell him how I feel. I really want him to know how I feel. I like him, but I’m not sure if he likes me. I guess I’ll find out.
Wish me luck.

{there is no title}

2008-01-02T19:36:53Z

i wish i could tell him how i feel about him…if only he would understand. i could tell him the truth, that maybe i do like him. or i can lie, and tell him that we are just friends. i don’t want him to hate me, and i don’t want to hate him. i just want to be friends with him…and i wish he would understand that.

Band Geek

2008-01-02T19:15:42Z

Many of my friends either are in band or they were. Some of my friends don’t realize how awesome band really is. No matter if it is a school band or a band that you came up with and you practice in your garage. You will truely know who your friends are when they support you in what you do and not how you do it. When your friends judge you harshly, you get this sense of feeling that you are not appreciated.
Just recently I met someone that is in band. We hung out for a little while. Now we talk just about every night. Everyone thinks that I like him…but just because we talk does that mean that I like him? I don’t think so. You can have a very good relationship with someone and not like them. I asked him if he liked the poem that I wrote and he went on and on about how good it was. I told my best friend and she said, “Yep, he likes you.” I was like why would he like me. She told me that when he says something like what he said, thats what it means. So he likes me and I think we are just friends.

Embarrassment Through You

2008-01-02T05:55:39Z

♥ MY FRIEND HELPED ♥
i thought that you loved me
you embarrass me
you tell me that i look horrible
but only in public
behind closed doors
you tell me that i am beautiful
you tell me stuff in front of my family and friends
but when we are alone you don’t talk to me
you embarrass me
and i’ve had enough
i through with all of your nonsense
we are so over
and now i embarrass you