beautyfulmind's Stories

When the shadows call

2008-08-14T17:51:06Z

Samantha stepped out of the car and waited until her mom came around, they made their way past the other cars in the parking lot until they got to the street. It was mid august, with a full moon, and the night was as silent today than any other night.

“Sammy keep up” said her mom, although she was only a few quick steps behind. “I’m right here” she said catching up to her, as she did she saw a shadow out the corner of her eye, she quickly turned her head but saw nothing. They kept on walking, but she felt like she was being watched.

Memories

2008-07-20T19:38:29Z

You take part in the memories i love,
because who can forget those days when we would play in the yard throwing things at each other,
or sit in the bench staring out into space,
when you came and asked me silly questions,
which i pretended to ignore so you could ask me again,
when you hit your head cause you didn’t pay attention while walking towards me,
saying “i always forget it’s slanted”,
but i knew the honest truth,
because you wouldn’t have tried to talk me into things,
or maybe wanted me to listen to your friends on the phone,
if it wasn’t for any other reason,
but that you liked me,
and boy let me tell you,
you were never alone.

Deception

2008-07-17T22:54:15Z

It takes time to understand,
That this could never be,
The one i knew and learned to trust,
just left,
with a piece of me

Although there’re times i wish i knew,
What made you turn away,
I realize you weren’t here
and that,
it’s all in my head

I’m going crazy,
my life’s bringing me down,
resuscitate me,
i’ve fallen through the ground
and only you, can make me and break
with word, one kiss, one touch,
just one.

Promise

2008-05-20T21:56:53Z

Don’t promise me your world, if you’re not willing to give it up
Don’t promise me your love, if in your heart you don’t trust
Don’t promise me your life, if your gonna take me in vain
Don’t promise me ANYTHING EVER , I’m not willing to go through the pain.

Reality

2008-04-22T21:45:10Z

i dreamed,
that no on else existed,
that life was yours, and mine
to do anything our hearts desired,
then i wake up,
everyone confusing me,
i realized i don’t have you,
and i dont have me either.

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2008-04-22T21:41:30Z

hold me now,
don’t think about tomorrow,
it’ll be another day,
we might forget this ever happened,
or at least pretend we forgot,
but let it last,
because tomorrow i’ll have my proof,
that someone did feel something.

Loss

2008-02-06T22:03:21Z

I opened my door,
I let you come through,
I tried and i tried,
But still lost to you,

So i sit here alone,
Waiting for the next stage,
Where i lose all my sense,
Then feel hopeless, ashamed.

Clock

2008-01-21T19:18:43Z

My clock keeps the time…
that i’ve thought of your name,
and i’ve wished you were here,
to make me feel safe,

And the hands go in circles…
like the thoughts in my head,
and the plans that i’ve had,
which just dont seem to work,

Each sound tells the story…
of a chance that she’s had,
of each hug and each kiss,
which she’s always missed,

Then the person who wears it…
flashes a smile everyday,
she believes she’s ok,
knowing inside she’s hurt.

Wish

2008-01-21T00:37:29Z

i wish it was as easy as you make it seem,
that i can act like life doesnt matter,
and i can live without hearing the clatter, the hopes,
and dreams my heart has let go,
and the love that i wish i knew,
just came and took me away.