Blue Eyes That Kill's Stories

For You I Would Die

2007-06-16T01:24:46Z

Loving you is like loving a ghost
I can’t ever have you
I sat there and waited for you
I waited for you to say you loved me, just to dull the pain of life
I can’t love you but I do
You can love me and you won’t love me
You won’t even give me a chance
What have I done wrong?
Am I too young?“Impossible.”
Am I too stupid?“Of course not.”
Am I too ugly?“You are the opposite of ugly.”
Why can’t you love me?“I-I…don’t know.”
It hurts.
I try not to cry.
But for you I would die…

Confessions of a Lover|Chapter 1| 'I'm Sorry'

2007-06-15T23:29:19Z

I hadn’t seen him in ten years, but it was like time was frozen when our eyes met. I was gasping for air. What the hell is he doing here? I thought to myself, my eyes wide, and my mouth in an ‘o’ shape.
He walked towards me, with his hand stretched out in front of him. I raised my hand to shake his.
“Hello, Jaiyson.” My voice wavered.
“Hello, Raven.” Just as I remembered. His voice was still like silk.
“How’s…um…your-our-son?”
“He’s good. If you think good is when he tries to kill himself because he thinks his father hates him.”
He looked shocked. “He tried to k-kill himself?”
“Yes, and it’s your fault.” I clapped my hands over my mouth. What was I saying? “Jaisyn, I’m so sorry. Please, forgive me.”
“No, I want you to forgive me. For leaving, not helping you when you got pregnant. I know it was a one night stand, but when you told me you were pregnant I should have helped you. I’m sorry, Raven.” He leaned in and kissed my cheek.

Time Froze When Our Lips Touched.

2007-06-15T23:19:15Z

We lay in the grass, our fingers intertwined. I want to stay like this forever. The winds blows the flowers, making the air smell fresher than it was before.
The Sun was beating on our faces, giving us a horrible sun burn, but for you, I would get the worst sun burn in the world.
I laugh at all of your jokes you made, even if they were’nt funny. That’s something I do just to make you smile. Seeing you happy lights up my life.
You picked me a flower and stuck it behind my ear.
“Thank you.” I said and kissed you on the cheek. You nod and smile back at me. Kiss me, please. I thought to myself. You never did until you took me home. But, I thought the wait was worth it. Because, when you kissed me it was like time froze.

Tell Me You Love Me

2007-06-15T02:06:39Z

My boots were filled with water as I walked through the sand, the waves crashing at my feet. I saw a sailboat in the distance, and the way the sun was setting made everything look beautiful.
He grabbed my hand, and told me how he felt.
“Baby, if this were a dream I’d be holding you, and loving you. But, I know that I must be dreaming now. Because…heh…just you being here with me is…un-real. I can’t believe you want me.”
“I always have and always will.” He kissed me on the cheek and blushed. This was a natural reaction for him. I figured that I would always be the one blushing, but apparently not. ‘Tell me you love me’, I said in my head. I don’t think he can read minds, but I was pretty sure he would tell me. Everything he said sounds like it would lead to that.
“There’s something I have to tell you.”
“Yes, Dear?” A smile was plastered across my face. He stopped and turned to me. Grabbing the belt loops of my boyfriend jeans, he said, “I love you.” Then he pulled me into one of the best kisses ever.

My Heart Exploding

2007-06-14T15:39:07Z

You say you love me and you’re not afraid.
Two days later you say you want to leave this town.
“I’ll go with you.” I say.
“You can’t.” I feel the tears. “I just need to get away.” He sighs and runs his hand through his hair.
“How could you do this to me? Break my heart like this. Get out! Leave, if you must!” He wipes the tears away with his smooth fingers.
“Babe, I’ll always love you.”
“Then why are you doing this to me?”
“Because I love you.”

Spending Our Days In Love

2007-06-14T15:33:43Z

We spend our days sitting on the couch, talking, and loving each other. It’s enough for me.
That day we went to the park was magical. The passionate kisses, and when they were in the rain, it was just something I couldn’t explain.
You make me want to spend my days with you and not alone. You make me want to spend my days in love.

This Kind of Commitment

2007-06-14T15:25:31Z

He walked ahead of me on this moist path. The rain trickled down his face, and he liked it because it hid his tears.
“We don’t need to cry anymore.” I told him.
“Baby, let me love you. I need you more than anything right now.” He tells me.
“I need you, too.” And I finally told him the truth. It took me long enough. He enfolds me in his freckled arms, tracing kisses up my neck and over my lips to my cheek.
“Do you trust me yet?” He had asked me this all week and I was afraid to say no. Again.
“Y-yes.” He had set down the umbrella. We were drenched from the rain, and even though we felt cold from the rain, we both felt so warm in each others arms.
“I love you.” He whispers in my ear and places a kiss on my neck.
“I love you, too.” This kind of commitment was something I would have to get used to.
He got down on one knee.
“Baby?” Tears well up in my eyes, “Will you marry me?”
“Y-yes.” I would really have to get used to this kind of commitment.

A Shape in the Night

2007-06-14T03:01:42Z

Charlie ran frantically through the woods, searching. For what he didn’t know. He just had this gut feeling him telling him to go. He turned the music up on his iPod. He was humming the tune to ‘44 Caliber Love’, skipping over logs, and ducking under branches.
“What could possibly be out here?” He had asked himself this question in his head, but this time he asked himself aloud and he heard a rustling noise behind him. He pressed pause, and turned abruptly to his left and right. “H-hello?”
~~No answer~~
“Who’s there?” He got a little more courage.
“WHO THE FUCK IS THERE ?” A little girl emerged from behind a bush, blood running down her face and arms.
“Oh. My. God. Little girl? Are you okay? What happened?”
She didn’t speak, just pointed behind him. He turned to see a giant dog like shape pummel him. He screamed and tried to push whatever it was away. ‘How could something this rediculous happen to me?’ He thought to himself. In a swift movement the dog like creature stood and ran aprubtly. Why?