♥Bridget's Stories

past.

2008-07-06T04:01:16Z

remember things I dont want to.
trying to forget.
Trying to erase
no time for regret.

Scars are reminders
of this past.
memories I dont need
leaving him fast.

Not my fault.
At least I hope.
I have no connections
No hope.

His fault
for the bruises.
his fault
though he chooses
to deny.

love

2008-05-19T15:45:31Z

new love
true love.

real love
real deal love

i don’t want this to end
so stick with me my friend

i won’t go on without love
and i don’t have to
not when i’m with you.

so don’t ever leave

C.S.

2008-05-05T15:25:20Z

You can say what you want.
I just don’t care.
I’m through with caring
what you think of me

You can write me those notes.
You can give me those looks.
I just don’t care.

I once loved you.
And still, yes I do.
But with your constant reminders
of the fact that we’re through
I just can’t bring myself to think of you.

So please just stop it.
I don’t need this anymore.
I don’t want you around.
I don’t need to care anymore.

Your pain

2008-04-20T20:17:41Z

Why do you act hurt
like Im the reason for your pain.
you cause your own misery
by callng me shallow and vain.

Dont act like you dont care
I know deep insid eyou do
But you hide it inside
and thats why we’re through.

I just cant deal anymore
With you act of poor me.
But if you’d just stop
surely you’d see.

That its your fault
definatley not mine.
As you can see I really do care.
But too bad, go pout, go whine.

For these Failures

2008-04-20T20:05:18Z

Wont buy into your
forces feelings
tired of your
misleadings.

You can say your sick
of the lies Im telling
But before I can say anything
you wind up yelling.

I just wish you’d
unclench your fists
but you just leave
thinking you’ll be missed.

To you I wont admit
to this fear
I there a reason
why your still here.

Every time I turn around
Somethings gotta go wrong.
I open up but I find
my heart face down.

Do you not know
what you do?
For these failures
I blame you.

If you think your gonna stay
your sadly mistaken.
I bad for you
that my heart is taken.

I know by that look in
your eye.
That you just
wanna die.
try me, I have no sympathy.
not for you or you and I.

Only

2008-04-20T20:00:04Z

He’s the only person
who makes my heart
beat faster and slower
at the same time.

I am only existing
until he can hold me
in his arms again.

I cannot imagine life
without him.

I share everything.

Words cant come close to
how my heart really feels.

Even though it doesnt really make
any sense, it does to me.

This Strife

2008-04-20T19:55:18Z

What is there to say
about you?
Never feeling the need to be true.

How much can this
heart endure.
To be honest
Im not quiet sure

Love, it wont rule
my life.
I wont have to deal
with this strife.

Isn't Mine

2008-04-20T19:53:18Z

I miss the places we used to go.
I miss the people I used to know.
Looking your eyes I never say no.

Just missing the things we’d do.
Wishing I had the courage to be true.
Face it, I’m just missing me and you.

Are you wondering why
We had to say goodbye
It wasnt cause we didnt try.

I had enough.
This life is too tough.
I’ve had it too rough.

It still makes me cry.
Your little lie.
Dont say I didnt try.
The fault, It isnt mine.

So Do I

2008-04-20T19:49:42Z

I’ve had enough with you.
I’ve said enough and so have you.
You say leave so I do.

You wnat an end and so do I.
Im leaving all this behind.

Your angered by
the little things.
Is that why you never try?

Will Be

2008-04-20T19:48:05Z

I sit and watch the stars
as I wait for
the healing of these scars.

We cruise into town
just in time to
watch it burn down.

Failure just around
the bend.
I pray that this
life will never end.

Most important is
you and me.
Cant wait to see what will be.

World Today

2008-04-20T19:46:07Z

Im tired of
all the selfish
agenda.
In our world today.
You can wish
You can hope
But in this world.
You do not care what you say.
Everyone is only
in it for them selves.
Do we care who we hurt
as long as we win it
for ourselves?

Save That:

2008-04-20T19:43:51Z

The is no light
save from that perfect peace
which is never clouded.
It is else darkness,
shadow of the flesh,
or poisen of its disease.

He’s taken possession of my thoughts
consuming me
compelling me.
Expectations rule my life.
Everything around us dissapears.

Never Knowing

2008-04-20T19:41:25Z

Do you know what its like
to feel unsure?
But at the same time
feeling like you could soar.

Not knowing what will be.
I am so clueless.
I know nothing about me
or who I will be.

Who am I?
Who should I be?
Who is the person others see?
Who really is me?

Near

2008-04-20T19:39:16Z

Its a fatal attempt
to try love.
I dont want to hear it anymore.
No more love, Im sure.
I tried it all before.
No more.
Im through.
Through with you!
I want to be left on my own.
Only to be alone.
I feel so guilty.
yet so pissed.
No more you and me.
Why do I feel so empty,
So left out, So messed up.
No more you and me.
Its your fault
Why cant you just see?
Its your fausly.
Its not about me.
You claim that I didnt try.
But its your fault I cry.
Its a real shame.
That I take the blame.
over and over.
I fall in love with you.
But I only want to be through.
Here we go again.
Me taking the blame again.
Its enough to make you insane.
Im slowly wasting away.
I cant stay.
Even if its killing me.
No more me and you.
I’ve got to stay alive.
Got to survive.
But only around you do I feel alive.
What went wrong?
But Im already gone.
I dont want you here.
Just dont want you near.

Will you believe?

2008-04-18T15:50:09Z

When you get bored
will you up and leave?
when you don’t care any more
will you still believe?

Will you believe in me,
and the times that we had?
All that we used to be.
Will you still believe?

Will you remember everything
and anything,
that we used to be?
Will you still remember that your my everything?

Will it be erased
from your memory?
To you will there always be
another you and me?

When I leave because
you pushed me away,
will you ask
what I have to say?

I have nothing to say
nothing at all.
But I will stay to watch
you as you fall.