lilm155fly's Stories

Sissy yas

2008-05-02T12:48:18Z

Its scary when you think about it
this thing we call life
continually throwin us curve balls
and never knowin what to expect
its funny this thing called life when ppl
come and go its the constant motion
that keeps us living day by day
but life is all the better when you look
around and you find that even through
the pain the blood sweat and tears
there is always someone you can turn
to. that one constant in your life
that one shoulder for you to lean on
and that one strong rock when you
are weak
life is such a crazy thing but when you
have a sissy like mine nothin else really matters…......................

All Is Well

2008-02-25T15:13:30Z

All is well, when things go your way
All is well, when you hear the answers you want to hear
All is well, when everything is about you and only you.
All that seems well doesnt always end well
cause see i LET you have it your way, because the more time you spend thinking that i built my life around you, the closer and closer i get to someone else whose sun rises and sets on me. And every smart mouth answer i give you, is given because i know it ticks you off. But why should i care. Cause 2 can play your little game, and baby boy i just entered the race. And sure it can be all about you for a little while because you’ll be spending enough of your time thinking about me when im gone. But that’ll be then and thi’sll be now but just remember that …then….. ALL was well.

The best thing

2008-02-08T01:30:41Z

Trapped in a rift raft of complete confusion. Together or not that is the question flying around in her head. He utters the words she dies to hear. “I love you dawn” . the words pierce her heart like a stab wound. She didnt want to fall she didnt want to love again she didnt want this. And yet here it was again on her plate.Does she pick up and run with this feeling that she knows in the end will kill her? or does she lay it at his feet and reject it? because the real truth is she loves him. two and a half months and she loves him. Is this possible? can you love someone who isnt really completly yours? can some one who isnt completly yours love you? she doesnt kno all she knows is that he is the best thing that has happened to her in a very long time…....”i love you too,Teal”

I DO NOT REGRET IT!!!!!!!!

2007-10-06T01:07:28Z

it hurts, and i wish i could take it back but i can’t. its not that i regret it just more i wish i handled it different i just wish there were someway to go back and change the event. i mean i dont regret the situations that occured just more i hate the fact that it turned out this way. I dont wanna lose you as a friend but i have, i dont regret the fact that we no longer talk i just dont want that feeling of caring about someone and then gettin kicked in the stomach when i find out that you were never real with me from the get go. i want to change alot of things,i wished a lot of this didnt happen but they did but i DO NOT regret them i learn from they and i get up pick up and move on. Leaving you in the dust ,After all aint that why god gave us feet.

In Losin,I Win

2007-10-06T00:59:25Z

“ive lost
ive lost it all
the friends
the fun
the love
the self esteem
the reality
its all gone
ill never get it back”
these are the words i say
to myself as i walk
from my “sister” who i just punched
but it is then and only then that
i realize that i have
lost becuase i have chosen to lose
i let her win because i cant deal wit the
pain anymore i cant stand being hurt
anymore now the only person she can hurt
is herself as i stand tall and say
“i’ve won
ive won my respect back
i’ve won life
i’ve won my self eteem back
and most of all
i’ve won the battle with myself”..........

The forest pt 2

2007-10-03T00:20:52Z

Soon after you meet a manipulative toucan bird,that you like a little bit. You mistake this for something that you think is more, so you begin to betray the forest. You cut down many trees and betray mother nature. When you realize how you’ve hurt the earth, you no longer see the toucan bird. You hate him and his fruit loops.Once again you pick up and continue on your road. Soon enough you come to a fork in the road. One way says “start over” the other “continue”. You take the road that beckons to you to start over.You travel this road and you make friends with a singing sparrow and share your happiness with a giant. You let go of the many things in the forest that have hurt you and you enjoy your journey. The journeys not over, not by far, but you can see the clearing of the forest and its looking mighty nice…......mighty nice indeed.

The forest pt1

2007-10-03T00:13:24Z

You take a road, you figure it looks easy enough. As you travel this road you are bombarded with surprises. On your way you meet snake who waits till you turn your back to bite you with her venomous poison. But you survive,not soon after you encounter the bear who is your friend. “not bad” you think. When the tender sweet funny bear takes your picnic basket, he then proceeds to beat you down with vulgar words and hurtful terms. As you are left in tears, the bear runs off. Although he was like a brother, you survive and get up and continue to travel. You surprisingly come to a beautiful pond, where you meet a hideous frog. You kiss him and he turns into your prince charming. You two are so happy. You walk side by side for a long time. Until one day the evil witch comes and cast a spell on your wonderful prince that leaves you lonely and discouraged. You lose the one thing that you were able to count on. You almost decide to give up and end the road but you get up and find the strength to move on…........

What Does She Have?

2007-10-02T19:01:48Z

I looked so hard. I wanted to see what she had over me. Everyday and everyway she seemed perfect. She was prettier, smarter, funnier, skinier and more talented. It all seemed perfect. Til i saw how she looked at you and you at her. Her eyes didn’t say “I LOVE YOU ” like mines do. And your eyes didn’t say “YOUR THE ONE ” like they did when you looked at me. So tell me….what does she really have over me?

Nothing Because I Still Have Your Heart

DEAR ex_lover...

2007-10-02T13:51:09Z

Dear ex_lover,
i am FOREVER indebted to you for saving my soul.\
I will forever love YOu forgiving me a spirit so bold .
Forver i will remember how you broke my heart& made me so strong.
I will Forever remember how much it hurt &nobody will ever again do me wrong from now til….................

FOREVER>.<

Confidence

2007-10-02T13:41:19Z

Confidence is found on the inside
it is nor determined by how good you look
but by how good you feel
it cant be measured by how good ur man look
but rather by how high you hold ur head when ur wit him
confidence is determined by you and only you
never let someone else determine how confident you are about urself…........

Not so Simple

2007-10-02T13:38:10Z

A simple walk to clear my head
a walk to help me retrace the words ive said
A simple smile that you smiled my way
a smille that makes me smile all day
A simple look that gave you gave to me
a look that i will forever hold in my memory
a simply put statement…..
IM TIRED OF THE SIMPLE GIVE ME A CHALLENGE !

The U and I of Our friendship

2007-10-02T13:29:56Z

Maybe you misunderstood when I told you that You and I no longer exsist, so let me help you understand.
You and I, are now Me and You. Not together but rather seperate. You and I has become ME moving on to bigger and better things, and you behind me hating. You and I has turned into me growing into the woman i am meant to be and you realizing that you can never be half the woman I am,nor can you ever be me. You and I are no more instead we are Me and You separated and never to reunite. you and i…......are no more…....do u understand now?