Luuvvxiz_90's Stories

Paper Weights on My Heart

2008-07-23T15:29:49Z

Funny how a guy you really don’t know can twist your feelings.
Make you grasp for any attention he might give.
Hoping, praying that he might like you.
But then you get that punch in the face when you hear through the grape-vine that he has gone with the other.
Making you plunge into a pit of sickening dread and despair
Thinking why wasn’t I good enough for him to even notice me?
God why is it so hard.
Then later you find that he has no idea what he wants and simply is lost.
I think i could help him find it but i never get that chance.
and it sits like a paper weight on my heart never letting my heart up and fly away with another.

Random Ramblings 5

2008-07-23T15:10:32Z

Why do we “Crunch Numbers” ?

I mean that is simply rude. Those digits didn’t one darn thing to you. Are you just a number hater?
Ya know, most people have a favorite number or a lucky number, so what wrong with those particular numbers? Did they come in the middle of the night and steal your precious rare golden spoon collection? Or did they ruin your score on the SAT ’s ?...
Well you probablly did that to yourself (Coughs loudly..)
Anyhooways….
By they way why do the numbers have to be crunched? Why not munched or chewed or even massaged?
Why something so absolutly uncomfortable, (to the numbers that is.)?

So Why do we Crunch Numbers?

My Name Is Elena -2

2008-07-21T17:18:51Z

Dresses who’s brilliant idea was that? I mean seriously all you have to do is sit the wrong way and then everyone on the planet gets to have a good look at your bloomers. I know scandolous! My aunt would die from shock. But maybe that would not be such a bad thing. Hmmm should think of that if I ever see her again… Alright, Lets see…. clothes. Right this is going to be tricky. First I’ll take my dress off and then try to make a mad dash to the keep so that i can try and borrow permanatly some clothes. hope the cabin boy and i are the same size….Ready set RUUUUNNN !!!!

My Name Is Elena

2008-04-21T14:00:08Z

My boots were filled with water because i leapt from one of the newest ships on the high seas. My name is Elena Justinian. I am running away. Lately that seems to be what my life consists of; running. First from my evil Aunt Katarina she insisted that I pursue hideous Albert Kingston. He is the mayors son but he is famous for hitting his girlfriends so I ran to my only comfort the ocean and the beautiful ships that sail over them. Unfortunatly when I snuck onto the Dreamer i didnt realise that they were about to cast off. Being that i was so upset i never noticed that the ship was starting to rock and float out of the harbor. I had been crying so hard that i simply fell asleep from exhaustion. When I finally woke up and i looked around i almost screamed. It was dark and the wind was picking up and then i realised with a sickening thud in my chest i was on the ship that i had simply meant to explore. “Now what?” was the frist thing i thought to myself. “Well for one thing i can’t stay in this stupid dress.

Under With You

2008-03-12T16:24:05Z

Wash up on my shore and save me
take me under with you.
The sun has dried me out
and i need to go under with you.
Walk in the shifting sand
then take me under with you.
On to another watery bed
I will go under with you.
You send the waves that bring me joy
Far under I’ll go with you.
Our names in sand will be gone
us too when i go under with you.
Seeing your face gives me life
when i go under with you.

Will You?

2008-03-12T16:10:25Z

Abandoned
Old
Forgotten
Ugly
So many bad names for something with such strength.
Have you ever thought that a house was a HOME ?
Maybe in this house there lived a wealthy man who owned rare jewels. Maybe a family of ten lived there. Maybe a spinster sister lived waiting for her prince charming but only finding another kitten to feed. Judging someone by thier looks is one of the first things we may do. Its just our nature.
But before you say a word think….
That abandoned,old,forgotten, ulgy house is still standing.
and in 100 years will you?

That Road

2008-03-12T15:53:03Z

Down a long and winding pathway
I want to walk
Go far away.
So far my only friends are trees
thier lovely leaves
swaying in the breeze.
I relax and let things go
where this path leads
i do not know.
But i know one thing is for sure
it’s that your not here
so everything is pure.

A Cage

2008-02-06T16:11:57Z

A cage
Not made of any metal
but stronger than any prison.
This small cage witholds prisoners that want out
They bang and heave on the walls
They scratch at the lock
This lock can not be opened
but the one who hold the key
But the key seems lost
at sea
a sea of memories
These memories toss and turn like an endless storm
so god will you find my key?
to unlock my heart,
to realease my real emotions,
so this cage will be rattled no more?

I Thought...

2008-02-06T16:07:35Z

I thought i was strong
but strength comes in numbers
I thought i could deal
but my life isn’t a card game
I thought i would stop
but the green light was steady
I thought you cared
but you only care about yourself
I thought you were man enough
but man is imperfect
I thought you were truthful
but your lies came up
I thought you loved my eyes
but you couldn’t look at them
I thought only earthquakes could shake things up
but it seems i can too
i thought love could slip away
but love will stick forever
I thought…

but i don’t think i should.

A Baby-Sitter's Inspiration

2008-01-30T16:57:14Z

There is no other feeling in the world than to see a smile on a childs face and know that you put it there.
There is no other joy than to know that you made that child’s whole day.
There is no other warmth than being kissed on the cheek by a little one.
There is no other love than the funny little pictures that they draw for you.
There is no other peace knowing that when they put their tiny hand in yours that they are safe.
There is no other completeness knowing that you have made a difference in their life.

What is freedom?

2008-01-30T16:49:26Z

Is it really freemdom when you can’t fly on your own?
or is it really freedom when you can say things you want but then have them critisized? Is it really freedom when you are in your own home and have to lock the doors ? Is it really freedom when you express your feelings and then someone says that’s not how you should feel? Is it really freedom when you have to keep a secret? Is it really freedom if you can’t defy gravity? Is it really freedom if you can’t live underwater?

Random Ramblings 4

2008-01-12T01:03:29Z

Why do people say his name is mud?

How could a name be muddy? I mean it’s not like our names are little piggies and like to go rolling in the mud. But you never know… maybe in the middle of the night our names take the night off and go cruising through the muddy banks of who knows where. Or if you switch it around and you say that his mud is name then it really gives you something to think about. For instance how could mud have a name. Doesn’t it already have a name- mud? Come on spell it with me M- U-D. See it wasn’t that hard was it?
Well maybe someday my Name will explain it all to me.(you know when i’m a little older, and all that jazz.)

Well till i’m old enough to understand….

Why do people say his name is mud?

My Name is Larry

2008-01-11T19:26:40Z

Hi my name is Larry
I’m not a berry
I’m dumb
I don’t listen to my mom-mom
(Larry’s mom-mom: Larry you are a disgrace!)
(Larry: Humph!)

Random Ramblings 3

2008-01-11T19:23:17Z

Why do people say at the crack of dawn?

Why does dawn have a crack? When someone says the word crack a lot of things come to mind like: 1 sidewalks
2 eggs 3 bones and of course butts! Okay, to get off of that subject. I don’t know about you, but i think that something that is supposed to be so important to our day (a.k.a. Dawn) should have a crack in it could be scary. I wonder if one of these mornings we will wake up and see some aliens coming through the crack in our dawn trying to take our cows for experiments. Hopefully for burgers sakes that may never happen.

So why do people say at the crack of dawn?

Random Ramblings 2

2008-01-09T17:40:01Z

Why do we say the apple of someones eye?

Apples are good but come on now they arent that great to look at! If i am forced to look at a piece of fruit then i think i’d want to look at something more interesting like a… oh i dont know a… pineapple. then again, the word pineapple has the word apple in it too. so maybe i’d look at something like a kamquat! yeah thats it! kamquats seem like a fruit that could occupy a lot of someone’s time. Dont you? But i think that comparing someone or something you love, like or admire seems dumb to me? Ah oh well.

Why DO we say the apple of someones eye?