Nightengail2012's Stories

A Life in Turmoil

2008-10-07T22:56:03Z

I don’t know. Lately I can’t tell what’s right, what’s wrong, what’s up, what’s down. Everything is just a big blur. My friends are falling apart which is causing me to. I can’t help but wonder sometimes….would it be different if I was someone different? I just can’t help anyone but me right now. It’s like i have to fix myself first before i can fix anyone else. I try to give advice but it all just sounds like mumbo jumbo. I can’t explain how i feel. It’s just a really hard time right now. I just can’t. I don’t know how to go on anymore. It’s so hard to know what to do. And it’s not like i can ask anyone for help. I feel like I have been but everyone has just been ignoring my cries, my pleas for help. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just dont…...

The Camera

2008-09-22T21:34:33Z

“You know, I thought I smelled something funny.” Miranda said.

We both started laughing. We closed back up the rotten spaghetti bowl and set it back in the refidgerator.

“Oh well, my mom can get it.” Miranda said

We walked back into the living room, layed on the floor and started taking pictures. After about 50 pictures we turned on the TV and started watching spongebob. After spongebob started to get lame we got on the computer. As we were looking through the pictures to post on myspace we saw something in the backround of one of them. It looked like a litte girl laughing. But they both just kept going, no big deal you know? After all the pictures were downloaded they went back into the living room. There was a knock at the door, and since Erica didn’t want to be rude, she let Miranda open the door. Miranda couldn’t believe her eyes.

You’re the….the…..the lit…litte girl in the picture…......

Dad.

2008-03-17T01:04:52Z

“Ready to rock kiddo.” my dad said
“yeah pop, just give me a minute.” I said….

"and that was the last time i talked to him." i said to the therapist.

“and you want to tell me what happened next.” she said

“Well..” I started to get all choked up as I remembered what happened. I didn’t want to remember. But, I did. I couldn’t say the words. They just wouldn’t come out. I wanted to believe it was all fake and restating what happened would just make it all the more real.

“I went to the garage…and…” I turned my head no longer able to hold back my tears

“And what?” she said.

I could tell she was getting impatient

“And, I saw him lying there. His lifeless corpse. Surrounded in blood.” I said

After that last sentence I had to go. I didn’t know where or why. But, I just let my feet take me wherever they wanted to. I just had to get away. Away from her away from all the questions. Just away. When I finally stopped i realized i was at the edge of a cliff…one more step..here I come dad.

Dear Mister

2008-02-14T03:07:26Z

Dear Mister,
I warned you. I warned you and I warned you and I warned you. But do you ever listen to me? Noo I don’t think so. No feeding the sharks. Now look at you. Your a freakin vegtable now. Sometime I wonder if your mother dropped you on your head when you were little. That is the only explanation I can think of. Mister I’m also sorry to say we cannot be held responsible for you injuries. We don’t pay for stupidity. I hope this is a lesson to you. I can’t tell you how disappointed I am. Wow. Mister I don’t even know how to put it in words how stupid you are.

Sincerely,
 Shark

P.S You were deee-lish

On The Porch

2008-02-10T15:18:11Z

The sun set hours ago, but there was still light outside. As I sit outside evaluating my life all I could think of was my childhood. How everyone in my childhood was a lie. How everyone betrayed me. “I’ll be there for you, thick and thin.” What a lie. I have been alone all my life and I am finally figuring that out now. I can’t believe how stupid I was, so gulliable. I am the black sheep of my family so there is no one to run to. I’m crying out for help but no one is listening. I wonder if the world would be better off without me…....

Your Fault

2007-12-23T16:45:01Z

I like him alot.
But I can’t bring myself to say I love him.
I hope your happy.
Because it’s your fault.
You abused that privledge.
And now other people have to suffer.
He’s perfect.
But I can’t open up to him like I would like to.
Once again it’s your fault.
He makes me feel happy all the time.
But I always have that little voice in my head.
It keeps saying: “Is he messing with you or does he really care.”
He’s everything I could hope for.
But I can’t let him in.
Your fault

Am I going Crazy?

2007-12-17T00:24:03Z

As I sit there lying on the ground while I feel the rain falling on me. I hear them yelling at me to come inside. But I can’t. I can’t go back into a place that hold so much hurt and so much pain. They can leave me alone. I’m staring at the leaf and I feel it staring back at me. If only you could talk I think to myself. Even though it can’t talk. I drain my life story to that leaf. They yell at me one last time to get off the floor and get inside. I pick the leaf and slowly get up. They rip the leaf from my hand and say what were you doing out there. I snatch the leaf back and lock myself in my room. This leaf can not leave my site I think.I tell the leaf you know my life now your going to be a part of it. I feel tears coming on so I smear the leaf in my face. There are still drops of water left on it. It could be drops of water or it could be my tears. At that moment I didn’t care. Don’t wither away and die please don’t I say to the leaf. Stay by my side and I’ll stay by your’s I hear the leaf say.

The Door with the Biggest lock in the world: Erica's Bio

2007-12-16T23:09:27Z

I can’t Trust
I can’t believe
I can’t love
But I can hate
Why?
Why did you do it to me?
I have two other sisters
Why not one of them?
I love them both but I’m scarred for life
They don’t live my pain
They don’t understand
They never will
I can’t pretend
That it never happened
Because it did
You did it
And you don’t recognize
You don’t care
I’m left in my own world
In a dark corner
Rocking back and forth
Repeating over and over again
God, What did I do to deserve this.

JaCoby's Tale

2007-12-16T22:44:01Z

“Hey do you think you could stop throwing the rocks.JaCoby said politely
“Aww does the wittle pebbles hurt the wittle baby?” said Buckey.
Buckey was the leader of all the violence against JaCoby….Today was not the best day to pick on JaCoby. 3rd Grade was hard for JaCoby. He failed his spelling quiz and math class was brutal. JaCoby was fed up with everything. Fed up with school, fed up with being poor, fed up with being JaCoby.
“I said could you stop throwing the rocks.” JaCoby said angrily.
“Make me” Buckey said
JaCoby stopped dead in his tracks. He decided the abuse would stop here. He walked towards Buckey and his crew. JaCoby had never felt an anger come over him like the one he was feeling now. The next few events happened so fast that he had no idea what he was doing. After a few moments of bluriness JaCoby saw what he had done. Buckey was lying on the ground and Buckey’s Crew were running as fast as their little legs would take them. JaCoby decided that running wasn’t such a bad idea….

Poems by Erica

2007-12-16T19:28:23Z

I know you’re suppose to write stories but I decided to share my poems…

Trish Trish Trish

There once was a girl named Trish
Who like to eat lots and lots of fish
She started to smell
She slept in the dell
She had to eat out of a dog dish

At 13….
At 13 lifes sucks
If your not skinny and pretty
You’re not excepted
You can have alot of friends
and look like me
but that is all you’ll have is friends
nothing more
At 13 life sucks
this is not a kind world
I wake up just to hear about bombings,
or about
family or friends being shipped to Iraq
or
Afghanistan
At 13 life sucks
I can’t do anything without being compared
to my sister
She is pretty, she is perfect
She has never had anything lower than a B
And most of my grades are lower than B’s
At 13 life sucks
And that’s that

Yet to be Titled

2007-12-16T19:15:54Z

“You can’t you just can’t!” Ashleigh cried
“I want to stay with you!” She said again
“Ashleigh can’t you just cooperate for once, I can’t change their minds” Ashleigh’s mom yelled.
“It’s time for her to go.” They said
“Mom nooo!!”

1 Week Before

“Ashleigh, can you please pay attention for once?” the teacher asked
“ASHLEIGH!”
The teacher slowly walked towards Ashleigh. And she stopped dead in her tracks once she saw Ashleigh’s arm.
“You all can go out to recess.” The teacher said with a somber look on her face.
“Ashleigh, Dear please wake up.”
“What? Is it time for recess already?” Ashleigh said.
“Ashleigh, What happened to your arm?”
“Uh, I just tripped on the sidewalk while I was walking home. It’s nothing big. Can I go now?” Ashleigh said.
“Ashleigh, Just know that if there is anything…anything you want to talk about..I’m here.”
“Well I do kind of have this problem with my mom….....”

A Story of Greatness: The Tale Of Three Siblings

2007-12-16T00:24:19Z

Once in a far away town called Calamazoo. There were three children that go by the names of Nightengail, Abgail, and JaCoby. They were close. They were always kind and loving to one another. You could never seperate them. As normal people say they were “unseperable.” Nightengail was 7, Abigail was 4, and Jacoby was 8. Even though they were different ages they all had one thing in common….they were always being picked on. They were not the richest people in their schools…To be quite honest they were dirt poor. But, as their mother used to tell them “you all are rich in family and that’s what counts.” The children tried to be their happiest all the time but it was kind of hard to be happy when people were constantly trying to put you down. But A trek they were about to come upon would change their lifes. It could be in a good way…or it could be in a bad way. I guess you’ll just have to find out…...