Quarter Step's Stories

True friends part 2

2008-02-23T13:22:31Z

Well remember when i told my friends jessi and nikkie i like them?? Well it jus got worse. First, lets start with jessi. Well i was talking to jessi a couple days ago and i found out tht a girl asked her out. Jessi’s honest no matter what so she told the girl it was disgusting and she cant go out wit her. So i took tht hard on myself b/c i like her and she already had a girl ask her out and she sed it was disgusting so im not evn tryin to mess wit her.
Now nikkie is a diff story. She sed omg!!! and she sent me this really sad txt tht sed she dnt like me the way i like her and shes not bi so stop bothering her w/ the situation. Usually when she thnks she hurts my feelings she will say sry but…. but this time she didnt do tht. So last nite i cried my self to sleep b/c she didnt evn thnk to see if i was ok.
Both of them i see in skool and i have classes wit them. I dnt no how ima face nikkie. i can handle jessi cuz shes cool wit it cuz her sis is a full lez. I give jessi a hug but not n e more. Wat do i do??

True friends

2008-02-21T23:34:15Z

U no u hav a true friend wen:
- they are there wen you need it most
- no matter what you do they still love you
- no matter what orientation you are they still luv u
- they say ” as long as your happy im happy”
Yea i have 4 true friends. Jessi, Megan, Nikkie, and Sandy. U no thm mayb. All of my friends are there wen i rly need them. Once i was dwn in the dumps sayin that im ugly and they all told me not 2 listen 2 them cuz im pretty. Another time i pissed Nikkie off and she still loved me and she still does. Yesterday i realized i was bi. I like Jessi and Nikkie. I told my friends Megan and Sandy and they sed they dnt care it doesnt matter if ur happy im happy. I got Megan 2 tell Jessi n Nikkie that i like them and Jessi sed shes cool wit it and it took Nikkie by surprise but shes okay with it now. I was scared at first to come out and tell them but now i no it was a good thing for me to do. Im not yet ready to come out fully but i was assured by my friends that no matter what happens they will still love me.

Looks... Y do they matter

2008-02-19T22:26:11Z

Most people say looks don’t matter. I say F that!! Thats all that guys look for. If they don’t look at your face then they look at how you dress and what you act like. From experience i know that its good to not care what people say about you but i am the most insecure person you will ever hear about. I take everything that people say to heart if its that I’m so black or No one wants to go with you. Thats what I’ve been told lots of time and you would think that i would be used to it but I’m not. I’m the type of person that would bottle up my feelings when I’m at school and just start crying as soon as I come home. I’ve just been told today that no one would want to go with me and he basically called me ugly… and a slut….and that really hurt me. What should I do? I’m thinking just telling him how that really hurts me and tell other people that its not cool and to please stop. Like I was saying, looks does matter. Its not the biggest thing in a relationship or in starting one but it plays a big part.

My Sister and My All Time Best Friend. I Love You.

2007-12-15T23:22:57Z

” Hey, don’t you ride my bus?” is how my great friendship with Jay Jay started. We are on the drill team at Franklin High together. She’s a junior. That day was the 3rd practice and she answered ” Yea I do!”From that day on we just started talking and we clicked. Now me and her tell everything to each other.Even our deepest,darkest secrets. Shes practically my sister. I trust her with my secrets because I know she won’t tell any one like how she trusts me with hers. Awhile ago her sister got in a terrible accident. So I made them cards expressing my feelings about the whole thing. I never met her sister before. Her and her sister still have those cards and she told me her sister said she was very thankful. Thats how close we are now. We are practically family. She even told me something that she is ashamed of. I told her my thoughts of what.I was planning to do and she talked me out of it and I am truly glad she did.
I love Jay Jay and I know she loves me. I will always have her back and she will have mine.

Love and Like. Whats the dif?

2007-11-27T23:16:08Z

This all started in my freshman year. Yea, thats right. I’m freshmeat. Freshman if you will. For privacy only initials would be used.
Its been 4 years since i like P.E. Yea, I liked him since 6th grade. Yea, like. Then a month ago we started going out. And everything was great. Until I found out he might be moving. I even told him that I wanted my first time to be with him. Yea i told him. I thought he would flip out and say WTF !!! but he didnt. He said the thing is im planning on waiting til I’m married. That means if we go out through high school that i have a chance in my junior year.
Whats the difference between love and like? Well, what i found out is that your in love if you cant stop thinking about the person, read their text over an over again, and if you cant stay mad at them for over a minute. Well, all those things are true with me and P.E.
Me and P.E are happily together
(sigh) High school. Sweet one minute and then Bitter the next. But what can we do but just love it.