sfost93's Stories

my life

2008-04-14T13:06:51Z

i live my life how i want to,
how i live itdoesn’tconcern u.
if i am a virgin or if i’m not,
oh i forgot.
You want to controll me,there’s never a never,
rember i won’t be ur little girl forever.
Iwill do things that u don’t like,
get over itidon’twanttofight.
anymore becasuse ofyouractions,
i got my d in socialstudies and look at ur reaction

take my heart

2008-03-19T22:43:00Z

As i sit alone in my room on my bed,
so many things are going through my head.
I keep thinking about all the words you said,
words i can’t forget.
You told to me to move on,
but i ended up being alone.
the last time you kissed my lips,
you sent me into bliss.
But yet you don’t know how i feel,
these open wouds won’t heal.
I would do anything to win your heart back,
but i am afraid it’s to late for that.
I wanted your love,
but you wouldn’t give it up.
You didn’t want to have to heal what was once broken,
it’s ok i will just keep looking.
Look for me if you wnat my heart,
cause i want to be that piece of art.
Hanging in your hallway,
i will be yours anyday.

A bad dream

2008-03-17T19:28:26Z

She sits alone in her room on her bed,
many things going on in her head.
She hears her momma screaming,
she see’s herself bleeding.
Daddy’s always abusing,
while she’s amusing.
The abuse he gives,
she wishes she wouldn’t live.
She wishes for death and as she prays,
that the nightmare would stop today.
She see’s bruise that won’t fade.,
along with memoires that won’t go away.
She hears footstep’s and tell’s him to go away,
it’s the police don’t be afraid.
We are here to help you out,
so if you would unlock this door now.
She walks carefuly over to the door,
and she hear’s more.
The police are yelling and there are gun shoots,
They were caught.
She runs and walks out the window onto the roof,
and off she jumps,she went poof.
She was gone,
so long.
Her momma found her,
and blamed it on her father.
She killed herself for no reason,
because it was that season.
Were she was abusing herself it was a dream,
and her daddy was never really mean

think of somebody else

2008-03-17T00:45:47Z

For once in this world don’t just think of yourself,
at least think about somebody else.
Your not the only human on this earth,
come on and come fourth.
You only think about you,
the chance you had with me just blew.
Like the wind blowing through your hair,
you try to catch it because it’s no longer there.
You start to yell but it does no good,
hear me out u r misstunderstood.
I am being very clear on what i said,
and no i am not messing with your head.
No i am not being a tease,
i can be very easy to please.
But when you act the way you do,
i don’t want to love you.
I mean who would,
who would.
You mean nothing to me anymore,
You are so hard core.
I don’t want to love anyone likeyourself,
not untill you think of someone else

think of somebody else

2008-03-17T00:45:41Z

For once in this world don’t just think of yourself,
at least think about somebody else.
Your not the only human on this earth,
come on and come fourth.
You only think about you,
the chance you had with me just blew.
Like the wind blowing through your hair,
you try to catch it because it’s no loger there.
You start to yell but it does no good,
hear me out u r misstunderstood.
I am being very clear on what i said,
and no i am not messing with your head.
No i am not being a tease,
i can be very easy to please.
But when you act the way you do,
i don’t want to love you.
I mean who would,
who could.
You mean nothing to me anymore,
You are so hard core.
I don’t want to love anyone likeyourself,
not untill you think of someone else

where were you,why did u,how could you

2008-03-16T20:26:31Z

where were you when i fell,
where were you when i gut hurt,
where were you when i went to jail,
where were you when i gut burnt?

why did you lie,
why did u cheat,
why did u make me cry,
why did u have me beat?

how could you make me bleed,
how could you get me upset,
how could you not give me feed,
how could you forget?

My eyes show a future

2008-03-16T20:23:37Z

look into my eyes you see a heart,
one that is falling apart.
Look into my eyes you see a flame,
and how it stays the same.
Look into my eyes you see the world coming to an end,
there’s no one to fight and defend
You seen the heart,
let it not fall apart.
You seen the flame,
make it not stay the same.
You see the world coming to an end,
be someone i can fight for and defend

don't play it like it's ur sister

2008-03-15T22:31:03Z

My story has no ending,
it has no middle and has no begining.
A sad love story that torn me apart,
one that has no start.
We started out as friends,
friends till the end.
Then we became close,
it didn’t become gross.
We started kissing,
and when we’re gone we’ll be missing.
Then we started making out,
how many times i cannot count.
The last time i went to ur house,
she was found out.
The other girl with u in ur bed.
r u trying to mess with me head.
why r u doing this what did i do,
waz it me or waz it up.
Now i run away crying,
and u try to stop me but i say stop ur lying.
then i find out it’s ur sister,
why waz she sitting on ur bed and u were just saying cause i missed her.
It’s now what u think she was out and about,
but i herd u to making out.
a kissing noise,
u r just anthor boy.
I wanted uto prove they r not all the same,
we’ll u lost this game

broken teen

2008-03-15T22:23:45Z

A bad mood puts my in my place,
and i have to sit here while in u hit me in the face.
I am a broken dream,
nutin is what it seems.
You walking in and out the door,
i ask where r u going and u hit me more.
I want to call the police but i don’t have the guts.
Plezz i had enough.
I won’t say anything else.
I’ll let u be by yourself.
You can have the bed you can have the bath,
you can have the food,but something else that won’t last.
The love i have given you,
becasue for a sec i thought it was true.
When you spoke the words and what u said,
but know ur messing with my head.
I will sleep in the box outside,
my shameful face i shall hide.
For it’s love that tore me apart,
for it’s me that’s ur worthless piece of art.

Do you know whats best for you?

2008-03-12T17:29:15Z

I thought it was a yes but turned out a no,
I thought it there wasn’t love cause it didn’t show.
You said it was true,
when you i said “i love you”.
Then give me proof,
or i am poof.
I can’t take this anymore,
you walking in and out the door.
Then when you come you don’t smell the same,
I don’t want to play this game.
So i now own this house,
now go and get out.
Don’t come near,
cause i now fear.
You might say something that would make me come back,
and i don’t want that.
So if you know whats best for you,you would let me be,
and let me be me.

beautiful love

2008-03-11T20:23:36Z

I love the way you say my name,
i love the way you never stay the same.
I love the way you kiss me,
i love the way you let me be what i want to be.
I love the way you hug me tight and won’t let me go,
i love it when you say yes but i say no.
__________
I am glad that i found true love,
cause i was about to give up.
but you opend a door that was locked,
a door that seemed to be blocked.
But that dosen’t matter now you added color to my life,
if you purposed i would be glad to be your wife.
We never know what the future may bring,
untill you show that beautiful golden ring.

Don't fall for the ones that seem innocent

2008-03-11T20:17:20Z

By the time you finally relized,
it was to late to apolgize.
For all of your missunderstanding,
you were being to commading.
You acted as you if didn’t care,
you spoke of feelings that weren’t even there.
You told me you would change but you told a lie,
and now i have to sit here and cry.
Because i was such fool,
such a fool i fell for you.
But you acted as a sweetheart,
but threw me away like a dart.
And in the end i rember the words you said,
and know they are messing with my head.
Saying you loved me when it wasn’t even true,
i can’t beilve i fell for you.
Now your talking bout getting back togther,
and now i have to say together never.

dented walls

2008-03-10T19:44:44Z

Tell me the world won’t end,
tell me we’ll go back to were we begin.
I wish you could,
and i know you would.
Do anything for me no matter what,
but i might as well give it up.
You promised you wouldn’t hirt me and you lied,
did you care that i cried.
All night long,
while i worte a song.
And i made it just for you,
because what i said was true.
That i did feel love and yet you would listen,
and my walls i start hitting.
I left dents in this wall,
the i hung on whe nyou called.
It is now my favorite because now it reminds me of you,
and yet what i said it is still true

don't hold me back

2008-03-10T19:36:33Z

♥There is nutin left for me here,
watch me as i disappeare.
Before your eyes,
asi take my own life.
You try to stop me but it’s no use,
cause it’s myself i abuse.
You say there is more to life than i can see,
but just try being me.
Nothing goes right,
so it’s all going to end tonight.
You say this is the stupiedest thing i will do,
but just rember i will still love you.
I hope you’ll still love me,
even though you cannot see.
My actuall body but i am still a spirit,
when i am there you can feel it♥

rebirth is miraule

2008-03-10T19:31:57Z

This life f mine is not so great,
i wish i could change it but it’s to late.
I done things worng and nothing right.,
but it all ends tonight.
The heartbrakes and the apin,
the yellign and fights won’t be the same.
No more fights,
they will end tonight..
First i will write down my feelings and stick it under my parents door,
mistakes from me will be no more.
Cause i am the main cause of the pain,
there is nutin i can gain.
From the life,
i was supposed to be a future wife.
MAybe even a future mother,
i guess he’ll have to find anthor.
Cause i am gone now,
but someway somehow.
My spirit still remains here on earth,
like my mom has given rebirth.
Cause here i am writing this letter,
will this second life be better?