SoccerChick's Stories

Summer

2008-06-03T18:24:25Z

Summers finally here
this is a happy and a sad part of my life
i will make new friends
i need to keep the old
i may never see some of them again
but thats the way life goes
they come in and out
like i’d never know they were there
but i knw you will always be there for me
you make me not afaird to be who i am
the good and the bad
the happy and sad
you like me for me
nothing will change
this summer will be the best i can ever
say

The Door

2008-05-22T18:23:32Z

I can’t wait for the sun to come up
for the day to pass by
to leave school once for
as i walk out the door i wonder were will this road take me?
will i graduate high school? college?
will i have a husband? kids?
will i be happy? sad?
no one will ever know
i need to moe on one step at a time
im only in High school once
and i love to live my life
my youth strengh friends and so much more
all i have to do is walk write out that door.

I Have to Let Go

2008-05-21T14:32:17Z

Hes all i think about and more
when i go to sleep
when i wake up
and more
as i walk towards the door
i just cant picture life with out him
i cant go a day or more
with out seeing his face
and so much more
i have to move on he doesn’t feel the same
will it take days, weeks, months, or years?
is forevr enough
i may never no all i knw is,
i have to let go…

I have to Let go

2008-05-21T14:27:55Z

The end of the year is near
summer is coming closer
nothing else has change
my freshman year is fading away
nothing here to come around
life is crazy as we come to an end
FInals are coming
study study study
he texts me but i dont know
he wants to talk but just wont anwser
this summer will be fun
with out him i just dont knw
with 3 months of summer
i have to let go

Nothing left T Show

2008-05-06T11:40:56Z

Life has changed
and so have I
the move was hard for more than just i
new state f
new house
new friends new schoool
its hard to hold on to something thats so far
from east to west
i been changeed for life
time to start over
with nothing left to show

Away

2008-05-05T18:23:10Z

I ran
almost out of breath
trying to stay quiet
keep my head down
don’t look back
everyones the enemy
trust know onw
don’t get caught
the chill down my spine
nothing will change
everyone’s aganist me
i have no friends
lifes almost over
i can see the other side
the fence in my way
i will never see anther day…....

Waiting

2008-05-05T18:20:06Z

The dark outside a 2 a.m.
it resembles my heart
after i left you
for i can’t wait
to the next time we meet
ill will be filled with great things
nothing will change between us
even if it take for ever i will
wait to see u again

Never Let GO

2008-05-05T14:11:38Z

Nothing can change the way i feel about you
not
friends
family
anyone.
no one.
I wont let them..
i just cant let go
not now
not 2mrw
or ever
never letting go

My Back Against The Wall

2008-05-01T14:32:53Z

bwteen me and the wall
ther is no spce i feel so…
an outcast,
loser,
with my back against the wall
i feel alone
with no one the
with my back aginst the wall
but i have to press on
so now i have get,
fmy back agianst the wall
bu for now i will stay watch the world go round
even though im in a fog
ill still sit here
with my back aginst the wall

WHat if.....

2008-04-29T14:16:14Z

I want to pursue my dreams I even need to have faith in my self that I can do it and trust that I will do my hardest in whatever I want to do. For example I want to be in sports medical when I grow up. Just because it takes a lot of work and it’s a hard field to get into doesn’t mean I have to stop. I have to have faith in myself to pursue my dreams and trust I will work my hardest. If I don’t try my hardest of give up that means I didn’t have faith in myself or try my hardest.
Think about your relationships with people such as your teachers, friends, family, and yourself. Can you really trust them? Do you have faith, confidence, integrity, and honesty in the relationship? If not you need to work on a way to put more trust in the relationship because you need it on a daily basis. If there is no trust then this relationship will not last long. Just think who should you put your trust in and who trusts in you.

What if??

2008-04-29T14:15:13Z

What if you couldn’t trust the president? Your teachers? Parents? Or friends? How do you know whether to trust someone? Trust is important that we would be nowhere without it. To have trust is to have faith. I need to get to know someone before I put all my faith and trust in them. Just like you get know the candidates for president before you vote, your not going to go out and just vote for anyone. You pick someone that you have faith and trust in People need and use trust on a daily basis. I go to school everyday and I need to have trust in my teachers to teach me the right thing and what I need to know. I need trust in a friendship for when we tell secrets or not to start or spread rumors. If you have no trust in a friendship are you really friends? Trust is to have confidence, to rely on someone, someone to lean on. Help you when your down, trust also means to have faith and integrity. Faith is important to have in people; I need faith that my teacher is going to give me a honest grade on a project.

The secret life

2008-04-04T14:31:07Z

Two Ppl one body
living all the lies
one personality
the other dies
there
not one person cares
accept for the friend
pushed away with a heart with a tear
is there an end
there
is it over or not?
a long friend ship gone
how its not fair
will it go on?
there
can she live this awful lie?
how far will it go?
it just wont fly
without a friendship to show
look at the sad girl there
there

Pain and Horror

2008-04-04T14:26:05Z

Nobody knws the trouble ive seen
They think im the girl with the perfect little life
but i’m not
the pain i go through
the life of horror
nothing can erase these memorys

ALONE

2008-04-03T14:16:11Z

YOu knw how you can feel all alone?!?
Know that you have someone of ur own…
u can turn to them
she is like so inreplaceable
she can take any problem i have
she can lead me through the dark
when tdhe light comes through
a friend is made no one can take that away from me
that is a friend ship
one thatll last
not end after high school
or if i change my cloths hair or who i like
they like me for meMMMMMMEEEE!!!

Awake

2008-03-22T16:23:23Z

If life is Happy than y do i feel sad
all nite i lay in bed for i can not go to slleeep for
the people are watching me
its like lifes a dream a nothing will change
my night mares hav gotten me and have scared me
to stay awake