Em's Stories

six words long

2008-02-13T16:06:07Z

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Love the terror and live it.

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If you want to live

2008-02-13T15:53:23Z

I darted out the open door and down the hall. Everything seemed to be closing in on me. I hit a wall and with no strenght to move I slid to the floor. Head on my knees and hands on my head I sat trying to figure out what had happened. Then I heard footsteps coming up next to me.

“Tara honey, is that you. Look I’m sorry I didn’t want it to end like this. It just wasn’t working for me.”

He kneeled down and lifted my head. I closed my eyes so he couldn’t see the hatred I felt. I felt a pain in my leg causing me to open my eyes. Luke was pinned against the wall about two feet off the floor with my hand around his neck.

He was kicking like a wild animal and beginning to turn blue, when a hand appeared on my arm. I turned to see a pair of light green eyes looking at me. My grip lossened and Luke fell to the floor.

“Tara..” His voice brough a calm over me.

“What the hell was that Tara?” Luke demanded.

“Tara if you want to live you must come with me now.” Said the calming voice.

When you belong to someone else

2008-02-11T17:58:10Z

I need you to need me.
My haert ache’s without you.
When I’m around you I feel all hot inside.
But when I’m away it feels cold.
I get this feeling of want.
I want you to want me because I need you.
I try not to think about you but, its hard.
I can still smell your sent and feel your hand in mine.
I try not to shed a tear in frount of others when you come into my mind.
I make up lies when others ask whats wrong.
I don’t want them to know, I want you to know.
I want you to hold me close and never let go.
Because I want you and no one else.
But its hard when you belong to someone else.

Who cares

2008-02-11T16:05:45Z

I’ve lost my mind, what am I thinking who am I kidding.
I’ll never be anything.
If I were to disappear no one would take note and no one would care.
Cause I’m a nobody that no one cares about.
I should just let the darkness inside of me take over.
Let it take over and change who I am to what I can become. Let it give me the stranght I need to over come this mad world I live in.
So I can take what I want and make it mine.
But who I’m I kidding, I’m a nobody and never will be anybody.

Time

2008-02-05T16:08:04Z

I wish someone would come and take me away.
Out of this prison of mine.
Take me to who knows where and leave me there to die.
But time comes and goes and I’m still here.
Waiting till it comes cause I’ve elected hell.
The time has come to depart from this place.
Time to save what ever is left of me.
Time to eliminate all that are trying to put an end to me.
Time to wake up and show them who I really am,
Not one they can just push aside but one that will remain till the end.
And take victory over you all.
I’m not going to give up and die.
I’m going to fight till the end.
Your end.

No Trespassing

2008-02-05T16:01:01Z

Take a knife and drive it threw my heart.
That’s what you do.
My life leaves my body everytime you look at me.
The want is there.
But so is the “No Trespassing” sign.
A sign I wish to destroy, eliminate, put to an end.
But I don’t cause I love you so.
And everytime I see you together its like you’ve just taken a Knife and drove it through my heart.
When we’er together I get all hot inside.
But it feels like you take a knife and drive it threw my heart, when I see you together.

Misunderstood

2008-02-05T15:48:53Z

They just don’t understand me.
They try time and time again with no success.
Harder each time but learn nothing.
Its time for them to just give up.
But who am i to say that.
Just the one misunderstood.
So is there anyone that understands more than they.
If so, show.
For the life of the one misunderstold,
Hangs in the balance of life and death.
So you who understands come and balance my life.
Push me one way or another.
Or stay with me and show me how to understand this crazy life of mine.

Rage

2008-02-05T15:42:11Z

Rage flows through my body just like a steady stream.
Dorment till something goes wrong.
Till rage explodes in my mind, and i can no longer hold it in.
The more I hold it in, the more it takes control.
When I hear his voice my mind goes crazy.
Thoughts of hatred and fear flood my mind.
Drowning out any senses of sanity.
I’m losing my mind faster and faster.
Everytime I hear his voice.

The day they got together

2008-02-05T15:31:28Z

We were good friends in the beginning.
But things change.
Feelings change.
Feelings of want grow deeper and deeper.
Till someone new comes around.
A relatianship that prolably could never have worked blows up in your face.
The day they got together.
Life was cool eating lunch together, monday through friday.
Everything was perfect just the two of us and nameless hanging out.
Everything was perfect nothing could go wrong.
Nothing could ruin our time together.
Till the day they got together.

School

2008-02-05T15:24:29Z

The same walls day after day.
Keep me confined in this one place.
Hearing the consant monotone voices drives me nuts.
Hearing them day after day makes me wish I was somewhere else.
The constant strugge to stay alive.
The battel to save my sanity.
All put together in one place.
A place of terror.
A prison, full fo hundrends of people.
Ages ranging from months apart to years.
The same faces in line waiting for the same crappy food.
The real name of this prison…
SCHOOL !

Anger

2008-02-01T15:53:57Z

Wake up and look around, at a world so different from you. Walk down the street like you don’t belong. Rubbing elbows with your greatest foes. Sit and feel all eyes on you. Then think to yourself if only this was a dream. And your dreams realty. Only if you could controle, minlipulae, fire, water,and air. If only. If only. What if you could move things with your mind. Stop time, move forward or back in time. If only. Or if you could go from one place to another in the blink of an eye. If only. If only. If your foes know what your capable of then they would no longer look at you with the intent to kill.But would look upon you with fear. But when you open your eyes you see a whole world of foes looking at you with that intent to kill you. Causing your anger to grow more and more. Then you feel your hands get hotter and hotter. Till your hands are coverd by fire. It soon fills your eyes. Then all you see is the darkness of your flames. And your foes are no more. Now your no longer filled with rage but darkness

Darkness

2008-02-01T15:38:10Z

Darkness fills your mind, body, and soul.
Till there’s nothing left.
You walk in the dark were you belong.
You hear a noise behind you.
Take a glance, then turn and run.
There after you again.
You hear a noise, then everything goes dark.
You open your eyes to all your foes.
Standing around you messing with your mind.
Your anger grows more and more.
Your eyes flame forth with hatred.
Fighting for your freedom you see someone.
The person of your dreams.
But your confused, what are they doing with your foes.
Your dreams come crashing down and your rage returns.
Then you realize all that’s left to do is blow them all to hell.
After its all over you see the person again.
You talk and realize what you’ve done was wrong.
But you feel so happy that you continue on in your world of darkness.

Eyes are Watching me

2008-01-28T15:19:20Z

It was about midnight when I went out to look at the moon. It lingered high above, so round and bright that it lit up all below. Despite the warm feeling I get from the moon, I had a strange feeling that I was being watched. I made my way back inside to find my grandfather staring out the window in the living room.

“Sorry I woke you. I was just…”

“Its okay Jen. It wasn’t you it was the… the weather.”

He seemed hesitent to say that it was the weather. Why, I don’t know. Iremember the weather being like this once before, about sixteen years ago. A week before my bothers sixteenth brithday. Could the weather have had something to do with his disapperents.

“Jen, I think its time for you to go to bed. Go now.” He demaned.

I turned and headed up the stairs. I could hear that the wind had picked up, then a loud bang on the door.The floor was no longer under my feet. I looked at my grandfather as he opened the door.

“Its nice to see you again my grandson”

Grandson? Could it be my bother?”

I want to break up

2008-01-18T16:02:53Z

It was second period, chemistry and all was fine. The whole class was working on a lab when it happened. Everything made of glass exploded sending shards of glass everywhere. I felt a sharp pain on the side of my face then something warm.

“Tara, are you okay?”

I lifted my hand to my face, and felt the shard of glass. I looked down to see my blood driping on the paper below. Then I saw the words “I want to break up” it was a letter from my boyfriend.

Then the rage filled my mind as if flood gates had been opened. I stared at the words and felt myself beginning to trembla. But what I didn’t realize was that everything that wasn’t pined to the floor began to move.

“Tara, Tara. What’s happening?”

I swung my arm so that she would let go of me, but instead she flow across the room. Everything stopped moving but now everyone was staring at me. I didn’t know what to do; with every step I made everyone else took a step back. Trying not to come any closer then they need to.