Ficlets

“ive lost
ive lost it all
the friends
the fun
the love
the self esteem
the reality
its all gone
ill never get it back”
these are the words i say
to myself as i walk
from my “sister” who i just punched
but it is then and only then that
i realize that i have
lost becuase i have chosen to lose
i let her win because i cant deal wit the
pain anymore i cant stand being hurt
anymore now the only person she can hurt
is herself as i stand tall and say
“i’ve won
ive won my respect back
i’ve won life
i’ve won my self eteem back
and most of all
i’ve won the battle with myself”..........