5 Things I Hate Talking About

by emma jo_234

1. Overall I am learning to appreciate the way I look, but I worry I’ll never have a boyfriend because of my looks.

It’s stupid and it’s juvenile. It’s also how I feel.

2. I worry that I live too much inside my own mind.

I narrate each day to myself. I imagine being an onlooker and wondering what I’d think of me.

3. I love my friends, but I rarely want to hang out with them.

I’d much rather stay home by myself; do some writing and reading. Does it make me weird?

4. I’m scared for the future.

What’s going to happen to me? I’d like to be a writer or an artist. Either one sounds like an unsteady career path right now. The phrase “starving artist” always floats in my mind.

5. I hate how shy I am.

_If I could just start a conversation on a topic I’m well-versed in, it could go on for hours. _

We can look back and give advice, but we’re rougher on ourselves than we think. Thanks for listening.

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  1. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Storykeeper of Fae's Buddy Icon Storykeeper of Fae

    Posted 11 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I agree with 2 and 3, sort of…but, dearheart, what is weird? Take a look at my icon.

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    Fyora Cartagan's Buddy Icon Fyora Cartagan

    Posted 11 months ago

    2, 3, and 4.
    As for 5, most people think I’m shy, but I’m afraid I’m too open. There’s nothing I’ve never told anyone, except other people’s secrets.

  3. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 11 months ago

    I agree with 2, 4, and 5.

  4. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Phosphate11's Buddy Icon Phosphate11

    Posted 11 months ago

    agree with 1,2,4, and 5, and maybe 3 little bit too, lol i guess thats all of them

  5. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Blusparrow's Buddy Icon Blusparrow

    Posted 11 months ago

    I’m a little more open then this. but everyone worries about the future that’s life! As for looks, if everyone was blind then it wouldn’t matter, and it shouldn’t. Relationships shouldn’t be based on how you look. sadly morst of them are, but that’s why they don’t last.

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    howhardlifeis' Buddy Icon howhardlifeis

    Posted 11 months ago

    wow blusparrow,” if everyone was blind then it wouldn’t matter”...that’s deep on so many levels..I like this ficlet..i can’t say that i can relate to any of these things but the one about the future..is very true..it’s worth being scared.and being “normal” is hardly something to strive toward..Being “different” is much more interesting..=)

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    Autumn Night's Buddy Icon Autumn Night

    Posted 11 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I totally understand #2! Great job :)

  8. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    One Time, One Chance's Buddy Icon One Time, One Chance

    Posted 11 months ago

    i can relate to number 2 and sometimes number 3, just don’t tell.=]

  9. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    llamaluvsmenotu's Buddy Icon llamaluvsmenotu

    Posted 11 months ago

    OMG 2 and 3 are totally true about me! omg its like ur inside my mind… haha

  10. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    THX 0477's Buddy Icon THX 0477

    Posted 11 months ago

    Very open and honest, with a touch of realism at the end. Thanks for sharing. I have noticed as I’ve gotten older how more and more relationships wind up being based on less superficial things.
    LoA

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    SKermitgorf's Buddy Icon SKermitgorf

    Posted 11 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Being normal is highly overated,I agree with Fae. We of Ficlets are a quirky bunch, the best group i’ve ever been in!!

    We have unique minds and thoughts and aren’t afraid to put them up for all to see and comment upon.

  12. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Saint Chuck's Buddy Icon Saint Chuck

    Posted 11 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I know I live in my own mind. I’m either slowly going insane or reaching that point in life where you really should be a bit more social.

    Ficlets is not the place for those who lead normal lives. Welcome and enjoy.

  13. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 11 months ago

    haha, Kermit, I completely agree with you! And it’s amazing. I love everyone on here!
    LoA

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    back in your head's Buddy Icon back in your head

    Posted 11 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    i luv ficlets n how we all seem 2 feel the same way and can share that. i live inside my head a lot n day dream about wat i want my life 2 b like which is completely different from wat it is

  15. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    flute faerie's Buddy Icon flute faerie

    Posted 11 months ago

    I agree w/ all of them. I also love how all of us on this site are the same: we’re diferent. It’s really cool, especially since we vary in ages. ♥

  16. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    SocccerISmyLIFE's Buddy Icon SocccerISmyLIFE

    Posted 11 months ago

    these are really good and deep!

  17. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Stovohobo's Buddy Icon Stovohobo

    Posted 11 months ago

    I think you’re too hard on yourself and worry too much about what other people think of you. It’s not necessarily bad, and I’m not trying to insult you. It just seems that way. I mean, I barely know you.
    And I agree with everyone else. Normalcy is the death of the world.

  18. 5 Things I Hate Talking About

    Tarmaie's Buddy Icon Tarmaie

    Posted 10 months ago

    I can relate to all of those but #5 especially. That’s EXACTLY how i feel.

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