5 Things I've Never Said

by someday_93

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1. I’m very insecure. If my friends don’t call for a while, or I don’t hear from them, I’ll assume they’re mad at me.

2. I met one of my very best friends in the entire world online. (But I have met her in person, and she was who she said she was.)

3. Sometimes, as a friend of mine once so eloquently put it, “I feel as though I just want to scream and scream it all out, and run around like a madwoman, but I can’t. So instead I just scream in my head, and lay there as though I was lifeless, and it’s eating me inside a little more each day.”

4. I like my alone time. A lot. In fact, I have a strange, deeply rooted but completely illogical fear of almost all other people.

5. There’s a secret I’ve never told anyone. And it scares me. A lot.

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  1. 5 Things I've Never Said

    emma jo_234's Buddy Icon emma jo_234

    Posted 9 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Wow. You met your best friend online? That is so cool!!

    Number 3 is soooooo me! I have always wanted to try and put that feeling into words! Your friend is a great wordsmith, that’s for sure.

    Number 4 is also me.

    Awesome job, like always.

  2. 5 Things I've Never Said

    Phosphate11's Buddy Icon Phosphate11

    Posted 9 months ago

    wow okay, so im totally exactly the same on 1,3,4, and 5

  3. 5 Things I've Never Said

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 9 months ago

    Thanks guys, knowing other people feel like me really does make me feel a lot better about myself.

  4. 5 Things I've Never Said

    SKermitgorf's Buddy Icon SKermitgorf

    Posted 9 months ago

    I met My Best friends online too. They are my rocks and my family now.

  5. 5 Things I've Never Said

    SKermitgorf's Buddy Icon SKermitgorf

    Posted 9 months ago

    Writer’s like us always value our alone time, writing is mostly a solitary activity.

  6. 5 Things I've Never Said

    LeAnn717's Buddy Icon LeAnn717

    Posted 9 months ago

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    The peace and quiet is required to allow us, as writers, to think our thoughts out.

  7. 5 Things I've Never Said

    Blusparrow's Buddy Icon Blusparrow

    Posted 9 months ago

    someday, I think your a great writer you are going to be famous one day. I am not kidding. just don’t forget about the little people like me when you are! and 4. made me think of something really funny someone asked me how do you come up with deep rooted like philoshopical thought. I just laughed and told her you have to sit and think a lot. she said that seems to hard. I just laughed!

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    Eternal♥'s Buddy Icon Eternal♥

    Posted 9 months ago

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    I met my child’s father online. Oh my gosh, thats embarrassing LoL! How am I going to explain that one to her?? Well, after a year of friendship we started hanging out, we got into a realtionship, and then I ended up pregnant. Had to end it with him tough, he didn’t take it maturely.

    & on number 4. that’s ALL me =]
    I am a lone tree in the middle of a grassland and I like it that way.

  9. 5 Things I've Never Said

    `crayola.'s Buddy Icon `crayola.

    Posted 9 months ago

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    number one, three. four and five are me. i think you are a fabulous writer. you are my inspiration. i’m serious. whenever i see you’ve written something new, i have to read it because i know it will be great/insightful/well-written/heartwarming/etc. and i just shared my deepest darkest secrets in my post. i hope you get through whatever is eating at you. good luck dear, your in my prayers/blessings/faithless mutterings. i love you dear. good luck. great job.

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    One Time, One Chance's Buddy Icon One Time, One Chance

    Posted 9 months ago

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    i agree with 1, 3, and 4.
    and with nectarine. your my inspiration, also. okay, i’m going to say something that i told myself i wasn’t.. but alright. you know that poem i wrote, I Will Help? “Deep down inside i know you cry, i’ve seen the scars and i don’t have to ask why..” that one?
    well, i was sorta imagining i was you and making editorial marks here and there that i thought you would do, and then when you sent me that note, it made me feel better than you could have imagined.

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    THX 0477's Buddy Icon THX 0477

    Posted 9 months ago

    Hmm, lots of deep, dark secrets floating around. Kind of tells you something, doesn’t it? Maybe, just maybe, we all have a few.
    LoA
    (not me though, oh no, not me…not that I’m telling anyway)

  12. 5 Things I've Never Said

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 9 months ago

    Wow, OTOC , that really means a lot to me that you did that and thought of me…thank you!
    LoA

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    Saint Chuck's Buddy Icon Saint Chuck

    Posted 9 months ago

    You sound like my long lost twin.

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    insomniac's Buddy Icon insomniac

    Posted 9 months ago

    3, 4, 5. Me.
    LoA

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    Mrs. Fitzwilliam Darcy's Buddy Icon Mrs. Fitzwilliam Darcy

    Posted 9 months ago

    I think we all have secrets we’ve never told a soul.
    #1 is very me as well. Insecurity tends to consume a lot of us.

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    Bring Out Your Inner Emo Kid <3's Buddy Icon Bring Out Your Inner Emo Kid <3

    Posted 9 months ago

    i think i’m to afraid to meet anyone in person from online 1)my mom would kill me 2)im a chicken

    ask kermitgorf, i asked him if he was an online predator.

  17. 5 Things I've Never Said

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 9 months ago

    Yeah, I’ve asked a lot of people that too…but she lived in a different state, so we actually had to fly…and I brought my mommy, just in case!
    LoA

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