5 Things I Have Never Told

by JohnnysGiRL

1. I am afraid of never getting married. I want to get married, I am just not sure if someone would want to get married to me.

2. I am afraid that someone who I loved who has died will appear and just stare at me when I turn off the lights at night.

3. I am always worried when there is a big thunderstorm at night that my whole family might die and I would be the only one left.

4. I am DEATHLY afraid of the possibility of being alone. I don’t mean like when I am home alone, but Alone. emotionally, no love, no family

5.Someone I know and love commited suicide.

Comments

  1. 5 Things I Have Never Told

    Phosphate11's Buddy Icon Phosphate11

    Posted 10 months ago

    wow, well i agree with number one, but then again I do recall my health teacher telling me one day that everyone will get married, even if they don’t think they will.

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    Blusparrow's Buddy Icon Blusparrow

    Posted 10 months ago

    I’m sorry for your loss. There is someone out there for you, don’t give up the hunt! as for 3 I do that sometimes too!

  3. 5 Things I Have Never Told

    THX 0477's Buddy Icon THX 0477

    Posted 9 months ago

    There is someone for everyone, though the search can be daunting. The key is turning that worry and anxiety into motivation to be the best you you can be, not for anyone else, but for yourself. Eh, it’s a starting place anyway. Thanks for sharing.
    LoA

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