1] I can be very insecure, yet only my closest friends now about that.

Needing to be reassured isn’t that bad right?

2] I hate change, can’t stand it.. mostly though because of the next one..

I like the old. Its simple and familiar.

3] I’m scared of what’s to come.

What if I do bad in school, don’t get a job, can’t find someone to love?

4] I am scared to love..

What if they hurt me, or I hurt them? I couldn’t do it..

5] I hate, yet love people reading what I write..

I really don’t think I’m a very good writer… Comments are the only thing that tell me otherwise…

I knew some of these may have already been said but this is what I feel..