5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

by Yeah Write!

1. I Hate… I hate my uncle, his bitch of a wife, her damn sister, my school principal, my school superintendent, a priest or two, my president & v.p., the school system, the insurance system, Katrina, cheaters, zits, styrofoam, electric pencil sharpeners, this crappy laptop, cigarettes, a few of my classmates, most of my former classmates, ... ughh!
2. I Can’t Trust Anyone Trust has never benefitted me and has usually had catastrophic results so I tend to refrain from trusting even my closest friends.
3. I Don’t Want to Be Here I love my house; I love my family & friends; I love my teachers & neighbors; I love my town, but I want to leave so badly.
4. I’m a Hypocrite I lie, even though I purport it to be the worst crime. I put myself down even though I preach to love yourself no matter what.
5. I’m Awkward I feel uncomfortable during conversations even with my b.f.s

Thank You! I needed to cry. I needed to reconcile myself. Thanks for inspiring me. Now time for hot coco and Mythbusters!

Comments

Average Reader Rating: 4.5 stars out of 5

  1. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    monkeyface9792's Buddy Icon monkeyface9792

    Posted 6 months ago

    4.0 out of 5 stars

    i think its great that u can express yourself. not many ppl can.

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    flute faerie's Buddy Icon flute faerie

    Posted 6 months ago

    Mythbusters! Yay!

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    Saint Chuck's Buddy Icon Saint Chuck

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I totally agree with three. I loved my friends, my town, everything, but I really, really needed to leave. And now that I did, I just want to go home.

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    Mistress Elsha Hawk's Buddy Icon Mistress Elsha Hawk

    Posted 6 months ago

    I loved home, left, wanted to come back, and did. I’m a little stuck here now, and I don’t love it nearly as much, but it is comfortable and familiar.
    I’m glad you got that off your chest.
    People have to earn trust, so it’s okay not to trust completely, but you have to trust a little, like lending a pencil, or getting an emergency car ride home.

    Mythbusters rock!

  5. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I don’t trust either, there’s only one person in the entire world that I really trust to any degree at all. So I know about that…and I felt the same way on three, then left for 2 years and did nothing but cry.
    Keep on goin’! You can do it!
    LoA

  6. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    wytherwings' Buddy Icon wytherwings

    Posted 6 months ago

    i totally agree with #5 i dont kno why, but i feel awkward, adn tehn i think that they feel awkward and that it’s all my fault. but my friends tell me it’s mostly all in my head, so dont worry about it. its great that u let it all out, you’ll feel a lot better.
    btw, mythbusters is awesome!!

  7. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    Bartimaeus' Buddy Icon Bartimaeus

    Posted 6 months ago

    Im glad to see someone who isnt afraid to let out their true feelings =P. Most of the people i hated in my life are long gone. I know what it’s like having to tolerate some1 u hate for a prolonged amount of time… it sucks. but i was so glad when i was relieved of them =).
    -And i tip my hat to yet another Mythbusters fan! winks appreciatively

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