5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

by Suburban Saint

1. I’m afraid of my Dad because he’s hit me before.

2. I’m afraid to have relationships that fail the way my parents’ did.

3. Sometimes I’m attracted to guys (I’m a guy)

4. The pressure I’m put under by my parents makes me think the average/normal life won’t live up to their standards.

5. I don’t think my Dad loves me.

It’s nice to get this out in the ‘open’-ish.

Thanks for listening ficlets and/or whoever decides to stumble upon this.

Comments

  1. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    Bartimaeus' Buddy Icon Bartimaeus

    Posted 6 months ago

    gosh… im sry… its ok to be cautious of love, but you shouldnt completely block it out. it can mend ur life, u know…

  2. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    RunningWithScissors' Buddy Icon RunningWithScissors

    Posted 6 months ago

    love is love.
    dont be afriad of it, becuase you will learn alot every single time—even if it does ‘fail’.
    :]
    this is kinda personal, but uhm im too curious for my own good.. feel free to not answer..
    so if you dont think your dad loves you.. do you love your dad?

  3. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    someday_93's Buddy Icon someday_93

    Posted 6 months ago

    First, I’m really really sorry you’ve had to go through this. But please, don’t give up on love. Love sometimes falls through, and like Bartimaeus said, it’s ok to be cautious, but don’t give up, love can be beautiful, and help fix the things that seem broken, I promise. Just be who you are, and things will work out, eventually.
    LoA

  4. 5 Things I've Never Told Anyone

    Suburban Saint's Buddy Icon Suburban Saint

    Posted 6 months ago

    its kinda hard to say.. i want to hate him so much for everything he’s done to me and my siblings.. but i know deep down that he means so much to me

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