My Regret, Part Two

by Blusparrow

Never talked to me again. My heart rate is still fast when I see him, not knowing what to do. I see him everyday at his locker. He blocked me on AIM and I saw that as he didn’t want to talk to me. Maybe when I see him I won’t give him dirty looks anymore. I barely remember what happened and it is about time I got over it. For good this time. I probably will never become his friend anymore because I now see a side of him that is not very good. He is very immature, like he is five. You might say all guys are like that, but there is always that one guy that needs some extra growing up and that is him. Maybe now after typing this, the heart racing will stop. Maybe it won’t because I regret what I did. We were friends for so long before our relationship and he was a big impact on a lot of things. I think about him everyday since I see him. People just say, get over him already! And that is really what I need to do. Let go of this regret, some how. See there is more to Blusparrow then meets the eye.

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Average Reader Rating: 5.0 stars out of 5

  1. My Regret, Part Two

    THX 0477's Buddy Icon THX 0477

    Posted 6 months ago

    Good luck with the letting go. This is, you should know, the big fear for many in jumping from friend to lover. I know it stopped me plenty of times. Sorry to hear it turned out poorly for you.

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    SKermitgorf's Buddy Icon SKermitgorf

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Really my heart goes out to you.. you seem a wonderful person, i’m sorry you were treated like that by one of my gender, sorry that so many guys make the rest of us look bad. cheer up I know the right guy will come along for you.
    LoA

  3. My Regret, Part Two

    emma jo_234's Buddy Icon emma jo_234

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    I like this…and I’m sorry. I myself have never had a boyfriend, but I can imagine how tough it must be when something like this happens. Beautifully portrayed.

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