Dear John,

I received your letter and yes the things you said in it did hurt.

I do realize that I fell in-love with the wrong guy. Chemistry is just that an inner attraction a false positive in some cases. I guess you were that for me.

Although you want to hurt me for some reason, your right this can only make me stronger. We do have to learn from our mistakes.

Clearly you were that for me.

Will I fall apart behind it, No! Will I have my guard up for the next man that comes walking in my life proberly so, but I will not let it control who I am or what God has purposed in my life for the next strong man who respects women and cares how they feel come walking in my door.

As for the way I look and or dress, you are not so hot your self in that department. Your 3 year old dated look and boy do you need a hair cut. The Bonjovie look went out when Bonjovie went short himself.

So little man, who proberly did not get enough attention from is mother, I thank you for setting me free….