Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

by Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)

You left us so suddenly.

I guess ‘suddenly’ isn’t quite right. You had been sick all my life. I can’t remember a time when you didn’t have asthma. I smile, now, when I think about the time you trapped me in the bathroom while you gave yourself your insulin shot (even though it terrified me at the time).

You taught me so much. You were strong when you needed to be, but you weren’t afraid to be vulnerable. Your family was always at the forefront of everything you did.

I held on to the loss too long, though. It was almost 10 years later that I learned to make French toast, like we had planned to do that weekend.

It snowed the day you died. The first snowfall of winter always depressed me for almost five years. Then my son, your youngest grandchild, was born. It snowed that day. The first of that winter. I love the first fall, now. It reminds me of how much you would have loved him.

I’ve often wondered if you finally got your wish: one deep breath. I like to think you did.

I miss you, dad. And always will.

Comments

Average Reader Rating: 5.0 stars out of 5

  1. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    xxcatiexcatxx's Buddy Icon xxcatiexcatxx

    Posted 6 months ago

    Wow…this is really emotional, and VERY good. I almost teared up a bit… I think you are in the running for the winner for right now :)
    LoA

  2. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    butterflygirl6106's Buddy Icon butterflygirl6106

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Awwww, so sweet. Your dad sounds special.

  3. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)'s Buddy Icon Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)

    Posted 6 months ago

    Yes, he was. I spent most of my time writing it thinking, “I am not going to cry.” But it’s true, though. It snowed the day my dad died, and I was never able to enjoy the first snowfall of winter until my son was born.

    I think I’m going to make him some French toast this weekend. :)

  4. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    xxcatiexcatxx's Buddy Icon xxcatiexcatxx

    Posted 6 months ago

    Aaaw, i’m so sorry you lost your father ):
    But congrats on your kid! How old is he?

  5. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)'s Buddy Icon Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)

    Posted 6 months ago

    He turned 8 in November. And he’s the joy of my life. I absolutely adore him. :)

  6. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    Trying to Blend's Buddy Icon Trying to Blend

    Posted 6 months ago

    The Snow IS him…embrace it!

  7. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)'s Buddy Icon Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)

    Posted 6 months ago

    Oh, gods! I love that idea, Coat Tail!

    But now I feel bad about shovelling the driveway. LOL . (Not that I ever do.)

  8. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    Apostrophe 's Buddy Icon Apostrophe

    Posted 6 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    wow very moving story.. im at a loss for the right words to illustrate a reaction.. Just powerful story that can rip tears out of your un expecting eyes.

  9. Dad, I Miss You (I Miss You Contest)

    SKermitgorf's Buddy Icon SKermitgorf

    Posted 6 months ago

    sorry for the lose of your dad. my mother passed away nov30,2007, I know what youre going thru. heartfelt story

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