A Fear Come True (Fear Challenge)

by Blusparrow

It is my greatest fear. I don’t know what to do. It is my greatest fear come true. I have stated it way to many times, I sound like a broken clock. If you don’t already know, it is my friend and my ex boyfriend.

One of my greatest fears is that karma would not help me. He is become happy while I was left in the dust. I thought I was the one that deserved someone new. I thought that I have done everything I can to be the good person. Every time he looks at me, I can see it in his eyes. He is so happy and it gloating to me. Don’t I deserve to be as happy as him?

He treated a women like an item in an experiment. He joked after he crossed the line. You could never tell when he was serious.

Maybe I am just as bad as him. If I was better wouldn’t I be with someone and he wouldn’t. It is almost like a shameful walk every time I walk by him kissing her. I wish the fear would leave and I could care less. I may seem jealous and that may be true, but to me it is a fear come true.

Comments

Average Reader Rating: 4.5 stars out of 5

  1. A Fear Come True (Fear Challenge)

    Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)'s Buddy Icon Capital "W" Writer (LoA's Geekus Awesomeus)

    Posted 5 months ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Somehow (and this is just an outsider’s perspective without all the facts), I get the feeling that, in the end, you will be vindicated. When you find someone who makes you so happy, you’ll feel like you’re glowing, he’ll see what he missed out on. I think you’ve got a lot of good karma built up, and it’ll come back to bite him in the rear. Just wait and see. :D

  2. A Fear Come True (Fear Challenge)

    Trying to Blend's Buddy Icon Trying to Blend

    Posted 5 months ago

    4.0 out of 5 stars

    Until tou “cash in” your karma, it just accumulates…never doubt that good things come back to good people.

  3. A Fear Come True (Fear Challenge)

    butterflygirl6106's Buddy Icon butterflygirl6106

    Posted 5 months ago

    You have to realize that even though he seem happy now, it depends on how he treated you. What goes around comes around and maybe it will be her that leaves him. Your turn will come. Let go and focus on
    someone who will be there for you.

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