Why is he back you may ask? Well, its all because I’m an idiot. I was afraid of him at the time and now I’m paying for my stupid mistakes. Its not that I lied, I just decided to withhold the whole truth, making a big problem into a massive issue. To be candid, it is my fault. If I had told on him the right way, as in the whole story, I wouldn’t be in this situation right now. Well, stratch that, I probably still would be. The main issue is that I’m an idiot and suddenly unhappy when I see him. He still gets enjoyment out of my pain and he still gets to be on my bus again. Why is he still winnning this? I don’t understand…

why can’t I win just once? I’d be satisfied, that’s for sure. Well, maybe.

But probably not just because.