Ficlets

Defying our on mortality
Making choices we shouldnt make.
s l o w l y losing our sanity.
making our own mistakes.

My heart says
get on my knees and beg please.

My head says
I wont come crawling back like you said.
I think I’ll start to use my head.

I’ll leave you with images of my pain.
I hop you fell the need to take the blame.
Those kind of thoughts, keep me sane.

Cn you feel my pain
all my hurt inside.
probably not.
Its what I chose to hide

So live each day like I’ve already died.
even though death I have defied.
Its not lik eyou’d care.

Do you see past the silver lining on everything
I put it there so you cant see.
The edges pour out black.
as you stand in front of me.

My heart is torn and bleeding.
right from my open chest.
as it throbs in your hand
now I stand here pleeding

I’ll see you tommarow.
if I make it through the night
I know Im right
but you know Im wrong.

You dont know it but you kill me
a little on the inside each time.
Would you like to see
the brokenness that is me?