I began to wonder how far I could get today.

Her lips were soft against mine. They parted a little. She pulled back.

“You wanna french?” I gave her puppy eyes.
“I, like, don’t know,” she giggled.
“It’s much better than just kissing!” I encouraged.

“I….I don’t know.” She looked away. I moved to try to get in her face. I didn’t want her to think about anything other than me.

“What are they doing?” she pointed at the TV.
“They’re having sex.” I said, nonplussed.
“They’re standing up! Gross!”
“So? You can do it all kinds of ways.”
“Nu-uh.”
“Yes you can! I’ve seen pornos!”
“Eww! You have?!”
“Yeah they’re in the living room.”
“Really!?!?” she looked both interested and disgusted. I decided to see how interested.

“You wanna see one?”
“I don’t think I should.”
“I’ll only play a few minutes, promise.”
“Okay.”
I left to go get one. My mom was still in her room. Probably doing more than the video I was going to show. I heard her moan loudly. Yep.

“Okay, here it is.” I put it in my VCR . It started in the middle.