Ficlets

I’ve always wondered
what would it feel like
to be with you forever.

I don’t even know
are you worth it or not?

I know there’s so much,
a ton of things
just sneaking behind my back.

I know it’s something
because I’m not stupid.

I don’t want my life waisted
but the fact is, the way I feel
is not in love with you.

There is so much confusion,
that I don’t know what to do,
but keep myself straight.
I have to keep myself strong!

I’m not saying,
I don’t want to be with you
but I am saying I don’t know.

I don’t know what to do!
All I know is,
I don’t want to be mistakin as a fool.
Because I’m not.

But what more can I do but sit here
and wonder…..
What’s happening in my life
and where is it going?