Who am i supposed to lean on
when every one’s leaning on me?
Who am i supposed to go to
when things are going horribly?
Who can take on this pain
when i am all alone?
Will someone please tell me
why im on m own?
I can’t feel a thing.
Im numb.
Though it’s not true
i wish it was.
I wish i could sit there
watching you tease
and not feel a thing.
But of course i can’t
coz im in too deep.
I wish i could fly
far far away.
And never think about
these days.
I wish i could ride into the sunset
with the one i love,
or die with him
like Juliet does.
Why must i carry
every one’s pain?
I hear broken voices
calling my name.
And i can’t step away
from what i do
Coz im only hurting myself
loving you.