alone
Alone in the eerie fog blind to all around me I wonder where I went wrong.
To love to be loved.
Though unbeknownst to me evil was upon me. 
The breath of deceit heavy in the air yet with my tender heart I could not feel it.
As the fog thickened all went wrong. 
I allowed myself to believe and trust in something that could not be seen. 
And now I feel the loneliness and hatred that I so desperately tried to avoid.
When will this heaviness lift? 
When will I find the clear way to happiness?