My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

by Sailor Emo

Mason is prolly gonna flip when he reads that email I sent him, i’m freaking out allover the place for some reason these days, no reason to really, but just maby…
Just maby there is.
I think something weird is going on and I don’t know why.That’s what scares me the most, not knowing things, not knowing how everyone is gong to take this Ficlet, not knowing the truth, not knowing if and when my crush will either crush me or accept me. I feel like a complete idiot in normal terms for pouring my heart out like this, but I called for help from insparation and it just so happens that this was my reply. my superbuddy is so cute, why in the hell am I starting to cry?!?!? This is what scares me , these things that I can’t explain, the fact that I have to acctually rely on something that’s not solidly standing on its own.I can’t take it!What is happening.
Well you all asked to see my mind and here it is.
You asked for it.

Comments

Average Reader Rating: 5.0 stars out of 5

  1. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Sailor Emo's Buddy Icon Sailor Emo

    Posted about 1 year ago

    My mind may seem contained, but really, it’s like a wild stallion on the open rage (with my emotions held hostage)you never know wich way it will go….

  2. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Sailor Emo's Buddy Icon Sailor Emo

    Posted about 1 year ago

    *range not rage

  3. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    [pens&feathers]'s Buddy Icon [pens&feathers]

    Posted about 1 year ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Aw. I know how you feel. The in-between stages of a crush and all of the not knowing wears you down after a while. It definatly helps to get your feelings out. I hope it works out for you!

  4. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Sailor Emo's Buddy Icon Sailor Emo

    Posted about 1 year ago

    thanx, I had a long cry/chat w/my mom about all of the things that I ‘ve been hiding that I didn’t even know I had. The allmighty power of Mom.

    thanx mom.

  5. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Laine the Grey's Buddy Icon Laine the Grey

    Posted about 1 year ago

    Hmm, it doesn’t need to be rated “mature”.

  6. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Richard Peck's Buddy Icon Richard Peck

    Posted about 1 year ago

    5.0 out of 5 stars

    Bravo! I would say it takes alot of courage to write this on Ficlets, but then I would say Band geeks aren’t known for their shameful-ness.

  7. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    llamaluvsmenotu's Buddy Icon llamaluvsmenotu

    Posted about 1 year ago

    Laine P. Gray, please pardon my French, but shut your big hairy nasty mouth

  8. My mind,un-edited.Caution:This is like a diary,and it may scare you

    Sailor Emo's Buddy Icon Sailor Emo

    Posted about 1 year ago

    Laine:Your right i fixed (oopsies, that doesn’t cunt, does it?)
    Richard(mwahaha) :Your right and it’s so true!
    Llamaluvs all cool!!plz no nastyness!

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