Today is one of those days
When ever someone else makes a plan with me, I have learned over time never to make a big deal about it. Ever since I that have been in the 6th grade I have learned this lesson. Now that I am in my 2nd year of college I use this knowledge more as a defense mechanism, than anything else. But know matter how many times I go through the “o your coming up talk” it doesn’t make it any easier when you “just can’t make it.” And I have learned this lesson from anyone and pretty much everyone I know, that is close; my family and friends.
But I should have know it was coming from you, I will always be 2nd no matter what and I knew that when I restarted something that should have been left alone. But you wouldn’t just let me be mad at you and keep it that way.
But I have to say that some days I wish that you would have let be mad at you and just keep it at that.
But that is just on some days and today is one of those days.