so i told you his name and you gave your approval and i was so happy that life had finally found it’s way back into the monotony i missed so much. but then you said the one line that sent my heart back to a year ago when love was so raw that it made my throat hurt to try to swallow it whole so we just let the world know. i was so busy trying not to love you that i forget to take you out of love with me. and now i watch as you fall deeper and deeper into a love that you can’t get out of and i realize that the whole time i was trying to move away from you, all you wanted was for me to be near.