What do you do when the person who meant so much to you for so long starts to drift away? When, after being all you cared about, seem to not care at all. What do you do when the one you loved can’t trust you enough (is it trust?) to tell you something that could change their life forever? How can you confront them? What do you do when you lose all control? When you have someone in your life already, but can’t seem to get the other off your mind. Is it the feeling of loss that causes you to remember, or is it something deeper… more meaningful…. When life seemed to be going perfect, until the moment when you realize you could’ve had more? Or am I torturing myself because I never believe I deserve it?

Why can’t I figure this out?