I decided that, without even thinking about it, that that’s not the way for me to go. It just doesn’t sit well with me, to live like that or to even do it just because. I think that these are the trials of my life that will shape my future so I will not allow them to destroy my present and dick up my past. I am afraid to succeed and afraid to let go and go all out. The only place I do that, and rarely, is at work. A lot of people respect my work because of it. Maybe I need to take the risk. But risk involves chance; chance involves random; random can only be so calculated. But chance can lead to great things. Chance lead Hill Harper from law to acting. Chance leads people from success to failure as well. What am I supposed to do? Hmmm, what’s this? Someone trying to sneak up on me. I’ll walk slower. I’ll let them catch up. God help them if they’re trying to rob me. “Hey,” a voice said. There is no time to spare. If it’s going to happen, it’s going happen now. Be ready. Don’t hold back….