( Verse one )
so many times, you’ve tried to fix what you’ve done;
yet so many times, you have failed, to prove me wrong and,
you just try so hard to be someone else. i guess its better then you being yourself.

( Chorus )
&& i’ve been wondering why; so many times ive tried; to be who you want me to be… you’ve never even shown me that you were happy with you && me. ive been wasting all my time, trying to make it right and in the end, it wasnt even worth it. you dont really care, do you? you cant see whats there, can you? and im just thinking of how much you lost now.

( Verse Two )
i’ve been wondering how im gonna get through this mess. im tired of trying to get your approval, because its useless; and you have no idea of how much i’ve tryed to be who you want, so maybe you would like me. is this how you wanna make me feel? so unreal and, is this how you wanna build me up just to break me down? because i know how it feels, i know how it feels.