When I heard your heart was long gone, that maybe it never existed, I was broken. I cried and I felt a hurt like I had never felt. But I thought I would be better off, that maybe knowing what I know now would somehow change the tides, and make living without you what I had been looking for. At least thats what I told myself.

Well I lied.

I’m gone… I’m as far away as your soul. As your soul ever was from me. I live for myself now, because thats the only person I can trust. You taught me to doubt, you were the one who taught me to doubt…everything… because if I can’t trust you… .... If it was my last breath I would use it to say I love you.

You obdurate waste of time.