She felt like she could not turn her life around after all that has happen. The lost and un appreicative feeling of being alone was all that she knew for the past 10 years, her life was no important then all the un-successful achievements she tryed to make work all these years. She had no way of making a change. She started to get into risky behavior that made her feel less then her self, she started drinking and using drugs to numb the pain. it was on the first day of her new job that she found her self unable to get out of bed, she needed a drink. As she grabed the cup from last night it was then she caught a glimpse of her self in the mirror, she staired at the image that she no longer knew was her self.

A voice called out to her with concern, she truned around to find the voice it was no one in the room, The voice told her help is here take it you must make a change or die. She started to cry and then she ask for forgiveness for her behavior, at that moment she knew this was her last chance at life.