I hate myself
because being who I am
I can never be happy
I will always question
if I am good enough

I hate myself
because I try to be happy
and then I think about
the reasons for it and wonder
If I hold you back.

I hate myself
because I seek
to be alone
and cry
because I am

I hate myself
because I have you
and question if
you really care about me
even as you tell me you do

I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate what I have done
I hate what I do
I hate that I feel this way