im inlove with someone who actually cares someonewho actually loves me for who I am Heloves me becus Ilove him becusI care for him becus love is more powerful than n e thing that we kno of but I keep wondering why wouldhe chooseme for over someone who’s better over someone he relyliked but he chose mei think I am an ugly no goodlittle bratt who keeps crying who keeps having panic attacks who doesn’t care for her own life I honestly dontcare for my life I dont know wat to do I love my family myfriends and the one thati love why do i feel hated why do I feel so misserable why becus Im doingthis to myself i make everything worse Im the one whois doing toeveryone that ilove and care about but my rents dont care how i feelthey judge they critize but they dontIm making them do this Im making them not trust meso why doesn’t anyone help me mymom thinks im depressed but she doesn’t know why i miss the only one i lovebut idk if he feels the same way i miss my friends but do theymiss me whyis everything justso confusing