He's gone.....forever
Everything feels different once I talk to him. The sky is blue again, and my world is brighter. He makes me smile when I want to cry, and when I’m around him I can forget the world spinning out of control around me and just focus on him, and everything feels right. He was always there for me and I thought that nothing, not even a drama crazed self absorbed so called friend, could tear us apart. But then I screwed up and he left me all alone and crying, and now I don’t even know if life is worth living without him. He was my everything, and she knew that. So she knew exactly what to do to break me.