When I was younger, which I still am by the way but way before THIS …way before NOW …I still think about it sometimes…still think about HIM . This is why I’m always cold…always in want of human warmth, human flesh, human love. Because whatever he did to me-never involved love. No, that would be a sin. Strange how he thought of that as a sin…when you decide to take advantage of a 9 year old girls body.