What could I have done to make you feel better? Is there anything other then I am sorry that would make things ok. I loved you for so long that I never even realize that sometimes that is not enough.

The distances are killing me, we seldom even write not because we both are so busy but because the longing of not being in each other arms is so hard.

You are the other half that when we are togather I know things are ok. I sit around fearing for my safety yet thinking about you all day and all night long. My job to my country has always been priority since I joined the Marines; you never even had a reason not to want to be with me because of it. I moved you moved. I went away you maintain and kept home and look after the children without questions and or agruments.

I love you more then this letter and or words could every say. I pray every night that God will keep me strong. I long to have you next to me. To wake up and feel the sun on your face. keep me close and pray for God will answer our prayers.