An emotional ride, I’m always caught up in this game,
I don’t know that to do, where to go, what to say.
All of these things are building, I lose my will to carry on.
I start to panic, but no, I must remain calm.
It’s not possible, this problem, it just keeps getting harder.
I can’t do this, my ability to be patient is rapidly disappearing.
You say those words, and everything lets loose.
I explode in rage, in frustration, in confusion.
The next thing I know, I’m yelling, I’m screaming,
the world has just turned upside down.
Look what you did, look what you ended.
Our love, our future, my life, my existence.