He hugged me tighter than he ever held me before.
His fingers, his skin felt so smooth against my body. This is the first non-sexual feeling I had from him.
I didnt want to let go of him. I was so afraid, I was so scared, I was so weak from that event.
I was still shaking, but he wouldnt let go.
I wanted to cry but I couldnt, I wanted to say I missed you and that I’ve been earning for that one touch, but it wasnt the time. He grabbed me the right way, the way that I’ve been searching for. The tension of our friendship really grew that day, I wanted to tell him so much, but I couldnt… WHY COULDNT I ? Just tell him that… I Love him, and that I miss him?