Now
I sat down and looked sadly into the cloudy water. I stir the water around with my finger, creating a clear space in the water. I look and see my reflection and his too. I look behind me a find him standing above me.
“Hey,” he said as he sat down next to me. I ignored him, and look across the lake.
“Ok, since your not gonna talk to me, I’ll talk. I’m sorry for what I did. I never ment to do that.”
I contined looking forward, holding back tears.
“Kat, forgive me. I didn’t mean to-” I stood up and yelled at him. “Look. I don’t want to forgive you! I don’t! I love you but yet how can I know you won’t do that again?!” I stomped off, half crying.
“Kat, come on.” He said, quickening up his pace so he could catch up. I ignored him again and he stopped and yelled to me,”I’ll be here if you need me!”
Now is the day after that day. Now, we give mean looks at each other. Now, we don’t speak. I miss him. But I can’t admit it. Now, I need to move on. Now, I will.