Why would she said something like that? Why would she utter something that wasnt true & then claim that she’s lying to herself? Why cant she see, that she makes a difference in people lives? Why cant she see that I miss her & that she important to me?

Last night, was the first night I actually pick up something was wrong. I know that she’s a strong girl & I’ve been picking up on the little clues she been hinting at over the phone, but it never crossed my mind that she was unhappy with the way her life’s been going.

I dont want my bestfriend to go through something like this alone. I want to be right by her side like she was to me. How can I make her see the light that has always been there just quiet from her eyes? How can I show her that she can still win with the cards she’s been dealt? How can I show her that at one time I was the guy that everyone forgot about, and how I THOUGHT I took up space. but I dont and neither do you. Your not just Demetreus’ friend, nor Marcus’ sister but your Natasha.